I want you to be there when i fall.

YSunday, November 22, 2009' 2:59 PM

hello, its time to blog abt ytd event!!

having ooishi buffet at IMM with my aunt.. after that, we proceed to the christian shop and bought a christian keychain for my another aunt. While browsing some of the christianity stuff.. i was planning to look ard for my colleagues name as well.. hee.. and my aunt was browsing ard for her items as well.. after that she found her bible cover bag which she wants to contain her bible inside it... and she bought one for me as well!! thanks alot aunt!! xD

cant wait to celebrate christmas tgt with my group of friends !! xD still thinking of what to buy for my friends as christmas gift.. all i'm thinking rt now, is christian gift, christian gift and christian gift!!! hopefully i can get a bible which contains korean words in it... and that i would be much appreciated if he/she would get me one. =)) but its only part of my wishful thoughts.. sighh..

lately i kept on eating spicy stuff... and my face is surrounded by alot of pimples!! Duhh!! how to get rid of it?? as i had been washing my face almost every 3 times a day !! cannot push the blame on the facial product as well, because i cannot resist myself from taking spicy stuff... and ended up it causes lots of pimples. That's human nature, i guessed. Ok, lets move on to the ytd event.

went to this church which i nv go before.. tagged along with my aunt and her friend to this, (LIGHTHOUSE EVANGELICAL CHURCH at Woodlands/ Tampines) it was simply nice there.. and the place was so cozy and huge...

i even saw cheng tai ming there.. but didnt get to see chor chu meng as my aunt saw him while we're on our way to the
7pm service. I was so suprised that i explored this church and the light was so bright when they start to perform.
all i can say is.. quite unique church and i like the musician there as they played very well and dynamic... =)) and they have this
miracle or healing service.. after the worship service.

if i have this opportunity, i can go there with my friend to take a look at their service.. =)

YSunday, November 15, 2009' 9:26 AM

finally... just managed to get my company's chalet photo in facebook!! as i'm lazy to upload so many of them...
you guys can take a look at a look at this grp photo... the rest of the photo are in facebook...
enjoy!! =D

can u observe this guy in black?? he is standing next to the kid with a barefooted feet on the ground..plus his annoying cigarette on his hand!!! ><

and he's so bossy when he's drunk!! yuk!! hate the sight of him... puke!!

YTuesday, October 27, 2009' 10:06 PM

just came back from my lovely granny place.. how i wish i can spend more time with my granny everyday =))
i'm still wondering... when can i take a group photos of my colleagues and a photo of myself too??
so that i can keep a memorandum of someone who is special to me..

what a reluctant day today.... halfway through when i was keying my data,... i dozed off!!! arghh!! i really
hope that. there's nobody who noticed me... sighh... i didnt know why. for the past few weeks, i had this type of sleepy~sickness...

it kills me each and everyday whenever i was absorb in keying my data.... suddenly i will stop moving awhile.. it means i dozed off... sighh...

abt 4 plus... i started to laugh... as my colleague was asking some questions to my senior colleague... and i almost burst into laughter... i know its very rude of me to mock at my colleague when she asked a bit strange questions abt kilograms... whether its abv 2kg, and it is a must to round of or so and so.... but.. i still cannot control my laughter... goodness me... is that very 'funny'?? i was asking myself this question...

and this male colleague also burst into laughter, upon hearing the newcomer colleague was asking in a strange manner... and the both of us was looking at each other and laugh.. but i didnt have that courage to talk to him... sighh....

i guess i'm having this 'disease' which is called as 'LOVE SICK!!!'
it had been hindering my mind whenever i saw him... and what should i do?? can anyone give me a suggestion??
i'm really sick and tired of all this love~like things... aigoo!! its like... whenever i bound to meet a new admirer,,, i will become a devoted admire.. and will admire at least, 2 or 3 yrs... gosh!!!! sick of this!! > < "

not sure what to blog again.. i shall stop here than... goody night!!

YMonday, October 26, 2009' 10:24 PM

had a great dinner at my granny place just now =)
really miss my granny soooo much!! haemyuni, jonun saranghamnida!! =)

lets talk abt some other things...

wasnt able to sleep last night till 2am!! sighh.. i was tossing here and there at my bed... gosh!!

so i woke up at 6.20am this morning!! it was a blue monday for me.. as i wasnt able to catch a good sweet sleep..
when i arrived to the office... i almost dozed off while keying my data into the system..
just feeling very annoying for the entire day.. just hurrying myself when i was able to go home... gags!!

hmm, i'm so bored rt now, as i was enjoying watching the korean mv from (SNSD, T-ARA)
here's the link..

link 1 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_lIWIQHHGc) Gee-->SNSD
link 2 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TjTWf5qJ-8&feature=related) Good Person--> T-ARA
link 3 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZMpzI5JmJA) Lies--> T-ARA

thats all.. i'm feeling extremely exhausted now,, will blog some other time...

YSaturday, October 24, 2009' 8:17 PM

its a brand new day today.. as my mind kept on flashing back to the past ..
when i was working in O.C.S (Overseas Courier Services)

few months back, i was really contented to talk to a guy which he was very "shy or quiet" though...
but he gave me a lot of wonderful memories like when asking him out for lunch tgt with my colleagues. =)
and sharing my problems with him.. and he also shared with me abt his problems too...

but now... its like he and i are drifted apart as we have no much common topic to talk to.. sometimes i can sense that
he was looking at my direction.. but i chose to pretend to look another corner which he was looking at. Sighh,.. all i thought
of now was... Miserable... Happy at the outer side, but feeling upset in the inner side...

i still rmb the past two days... which is on wednesday, (21/10) he disturbed me when i was resting inside the toilet as i just came back from seeing company doctor at tanjong pagar. Out of sudden, i heard someone who knocks at the toilet door so loudly, all i thought of was the cleaner aunty is waiting impatiently as she wants to wash the toilet... so i quickly washed my hand and opened the door...

to my suprise, there's nobody.. so i just said silently to myself.. perhaps somebody is playing prank again... before i can walk pass the pantry... and 'he' walked out from the pantry as well while holding a cup of water... i began curious.. i asked him.. (are u the one who knocked the door?) he said nope.. when he nearly wanted to laugh... i was like... ding ding!! i have the answer.. the answer is "YOU" haha!! =) my mind was thinking that. how i wish he can disturb me everyday.. and at least i can feel contented with his disturbance.. =) that was the funniest thing which i nv come across..

and ytd, there's a newcomer who came in.... so my senior taught her some data entry and so far she can catch a bit of that skills. =) but the moment when the newcomer lady asked me about some strange pop up link which she nvr come across.. and i guide her with a smile.. and i just turning to that guy direction.. so he looked at me in a very stern manner.. but i didnt know what's wrong was that... sighh

after a few hours.. i felt bored.. so i walked to the pantry and ate some sunflower seeds which my female colleague gave me.. after that i had a short conversation with my sign language colleague.. suddenly the guy walked out from the toilet.. all i know was.. i looked down while holding my cup as i thought that he will pass the pantry.. but to my suprise again, he didnt.. he stood there for some time.. so i brought up my courage and asked him. do u want to have this nuts?? he said.. nooooo.... i asked him.. why not?? because u dislike to munch it?? he said.. no lahh.. and that is gua zi... i said.. gua zi?? he said.. yes.. gua zi lai de.. .. and i asked him again... kat said that u want to tag along to the science centre to see a human internal body?? he said.. nooooo..

at least i know that he will talk to me.. =)) but my colleague told me that she noticed him that he likes to look at me when i walked passed him..

i dunno what is that feeling like when i saw him chatting with other colleagues with so many topics... but to me... there's no common topic.. =( is it because i'm not fated to have him as my good friend to share my sorrows with?? sighh... i really needs God help as i really want to share the same common topic like others who can bring joy.. =) hopefully this day will come =))

YSunday, October 04, 2009' 4:00 PM

hello sorry for the late posting

i was damn tired lately... just came back from rebonding ,..
lately i was damn unlucky as my superior kept on picking on me...

hopefully everything will turns out smoothly... '

nothing to blog.. perhaps some other times.. ya,,, gtg ald.. bye

YSaturday, August 15, 2009' 9:20 PM

sorry for the late posting!! went to singapore flyers with my family today.i'm so glad that my mum had put aside the hatred within my granny side's family.
the most she hated was, my uncle's wife.. as i still cannot erase off that incident during the day
in pasir ris bungalow. owned by my auntie's c/o.

this is some of the photos which i took on the last friday =))