Sunday, May 06, 2007
hii, here to blog agaiin... how i wish i can forget all the unhappy problems in my mind.... but i can't.... haiiz... nvm... if anything i'm nt too sure... i can simply ask my close friend or my kor to help.
I really can't tolerate tat day u ignored me. But where did i go wrong? U shd have at least telling me directly, and nt to ur stead or ur malay friend... whispering here n there... but when i came to ask u, u claimed to me tat, there's nth...
But nw i've ald considered tat, i dun wan to follow u from now.. cos u are treating me like a toy. And stop showing ur tantrum to other pple as well. Even dey also will make a grave mistake, so wat's the point of scolding them? Now i began to see ur true colours... u ar tat type, haiiz.. i dunno hw to put in...jus hope tat u can stop showing ur bossy look...even though some pple might fall into ur trap... so smart of my kor nv fall onto ur trap.. by adding some words into it.. to make him know tat, i'm the one who is making up e story... i think i can't get along with u, cos u ar tat type.. i dunno how to put in.... haiiz....but den i hope u can really change ur attitude... n stop showing ur moody face to other pple... so wat if u ar angry? Doesn't mean tat u can vent ur temper to other pple...
i know tat u still hv a lot of supporters around u. But den, it doesn't concern whether to win or lose... but i think this problem is really too problematic n cannot be solved. Its ok... i dun wish to seek your forgiveness or wat... jus hope tat u can take care of urself... for me, i'll be going with my jie n kor.... so maybe until nw, u will be thinking tat, i'm the one who started it first....
watever it is, i jus hope u can change ur attitude, even though u might be thinking tat i'm still the backstabber to u. But now i've realized tat, if i still follow u lyk the past, probably i might be talking behind ur back when u ar nt around.... but nw, i've ald considered tat, i followed my kor or jie to change my attitude.... cos i dun really wan to gossiped behind pple's back...
i think it is fair for u n me, rather den sticking each other lyk the past, n cause too many misunderstanding within each other... so might as well, walk seperately with ur group of friends n my group of friends... if u have any doubts, u can ask ur friends, teacher or ur ex stead to help u. Tat's all i've to say. Jus hope tat u can take care of urself.
lost without you;
10:20 AM
