Tuesday, May 22, 2007
hello... sry for the past few days.. n i was so busy n lots of problems was in my mind... hmm... what shd i do? Nw is my kor n one of my friend had some conflict... but then i try to persuade both of them in a positive ways... but its nt settled...
i really hope that.. i can still rmb the past.. how they communicate within each other, n discussing their work too... but nw.. i don kw hw to help them... haiiz.. its really so complicated until i don kw who shd i help... but i dun wish to be involve too...
i really have no choice n i think i need to help one of them... cos last time is my kor always keep on helping me.... but nw.. its really hard to make up my mind.. n who to side... but then.. both of them gt different type of story... so i choose to side the one who is really innocent...
hmm.. let's drop this topic.. my exams are coming nearer n nearer... i've no confidence to pass this module.. cos i'm poor in calculations n memorize the programming... nvm.. i will try my best to do it.. whatever i can
i jus wish that my godbro n my friend will did well in their examinations.. really hope that they can stop their arguement n being acting like a stranger within each other... anyway.. i hope that miracle will comes to stop this..
lost without you;
4:32 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Lost Without You
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes (dishonestly)
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
lost without you;
5:00 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
hello guys,
right nw i'm at sch blogging.. cos i'm so damn boring nw....
n my mind was thinking of somebody... haha...
but then my friend was sitting behind me.. n they are surfing their net.. n as well as doing their project... but today i'm writing a good luck exam letter to my kor kor... n right nw he's jus siitting next to me.. n doing his own stuff i've ald completed my project...... n really miss my friends a lot!!!! How i wish i can be a baby. No confusion at all.... but i'm going to become insane.. cos of my classmates.. haha..... today i'm so sleepy.. but i'm jus here to do nothing.... haha.... i viewed tat girls' friendster... the same thing she still put as (SHE LOVE JL FOREVER!!!! but really really glad to know tat friendship n family is more important than anything...
hmm.... wat am i going to do tmr??? I dun really know hw to do my practical... n my kor kor is like very strict when he was teaching me the practical.... but it's alright.... n nowadays, i seem to be getting more lazier n lazier... cos i always slow in my studies as well as calling my kor kor....
anyway.. i think i will stop for here... maybe i'll be updating a latest post other day!!!!! Bye...
lost without you;
3:23 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
At least I can ease off my mind nw… everything has ald solved. But den I dunno whether she still angry wif me…. But den I dun intend to end this friendship…. N it makes me feel so upset when I’ve some problems with her…. Haiiz…
Right nw, I’m feeling a bit upset… I guessed my kor kor is going to China for 6 mths… I dunno whether shd I sms him while he go to overseas? And I always treat him as my real kor kor since last yr.. Wat shd I do?? Whenever my friend or my gan jie, when to overseas, I misses them terribly… n they will be going for a month… but my kor is going to China for 6 MTHS!!! How am I going to survive?? Haiiz…. Maybe I really have to tolerate while he went to China…. But before he leave, I’ll ask him to buy some small gift for me… hehe… I’m really bad right =X
But its ok, at least when he returned back to Singapore, I can get one small gift from him.. I really wish to.. cos I dun really know hw siblings treat one another well…. So I willing to treasure whatever it is now… in order to get something from him xD…
This is my wish… n I really hope tat before he leave, everything will be alright n safe when he reaches to China.. really really hope he will be fine …. But den I wish my kor kor have a safety trip along the way to China…. I think most probably, he might be leaving around Jully… he will be coming back around December.. but I dunno when he will be back… really miss him.. haiiz.. sob sob… ok lo.. I think tats all I wan to say.. BON VOYAGE TO MY KOR KOR!!!
lost without you;
4:33 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
hii, here to blog agaiin... how i wish i can forget all the unhappy problems in my mind.... but i can't.... haiiz... nvm... if anything i'm nt too sure... i can simply ask my close friend or my kor to help.
I really can't tolerate tat day u ignored me. But where did i go wrong? U shd have at least telling me directly, and nt to ur stead or ur malay friend... whispering here n there... but when i came to ask u, u claimed to me tat, there's nth...
But nw i've ald considered tat, i dun wan to follow u from now.. cos u are treating me like a toy. And stop showing ur tantrum to other pple as well. Even dey also will make a grave mistake, so wat's the point of scolding them? Now i began to see ur true colours... u ar tat type, haiiz.. i dunno hw to put in...jus hope tat u can stop showing ur bossy look...even though some pple might fall into ur trap... so smart of my kor nv fall onto ur trap.. by adding some words into it.. to make him know tat, i'm the one who is making up e story... i think i can't get along with u, cos u ar tat type.. i dunno how to put in.... haiiz....but den i hope u can really change ur attitude... n stop showing ur moody face to other pple... so wat if u ar angry? Doesn't mean tat u can vent ur temper to other pple...
i know tat u still hv a lot of supporters around u. But den, it doesn't concern whether to win or lose... but i think this problem is really too problematic n cannot be solved. Its ok... i dun wish to seek your forgiveness or wat... jus hope tat u can take care of urself... for me, i'll be going with my jie n kor.... so maybe until nw, u will be thinking tat, i'm the one who started it first....
watever it is, i jus hope u can change ur attitude, even though u might be thinking tat i'm still the backstabber to u. But now i've realized tat, if i still follow u lyk the past, probably i might be talking behind ur back when u ar nt around.... but nw, i've ald considered tat, i followed my kor or jie to change my attitude.... cos i dun really wan to gossiped behind pple's back...
i think it is fair for u n me, rather den sticking each other lyk the past, n cause too many misunderstanding within each other... so might as well, walk seperately with ur group of friends n my group of friends... if u have any doubts, u can ask ur friends, teacher or ur ex stead to help u. Tat's all i've to say. Jus hope tat u can take care of urself.
lost without you;
10:20 AM
Friday, May 04, 2007
I'm here to blog again... days n days past very fast... n i'm having some problems between my friend n mii... but i dunno where to start... Ytd, i was chatting with kor.. n he sounds so sleepy... but den he asked mii to talked... cos i nv talked at least for 20 mins... haiz... but den i still can sensed tat.. my kor kor still dote on mii.. even though i'm at the wrong.... but however i've ald admit n i told him all my mistakes tat i've done to my friends n him from the beginning since last yr.... n i tot tat my kor will be hating mii more while i told him alot of my mistakes to him... however he forgive n forget what i've ald done in the past.... so he was advising mii this n tat.. n i was listening wat he was trying to said... n he told mii this, No matter wat goes wrong... or how many mistakes you've done, i willing to forgive n forget. Because you're my mei... N i can understand how you feel right now. N i dun wish to hate u, because of this mistakes u have done it. But i nv forget wat he had told mii last nite over the phone... cos maybe i can't communicate well with my friends or my attitude which makes them hate mii even more... haiiz... in sec sch days, my gan jie knows my character n attitude... n she says i've changed alot when i stepped into a new ITE environment last yr, and now my attitude is really damn sucks... but den i need some time to change my attitude... how i wish i can be like the past, always having a cheerful smile n nv used to be gossiping around.... haiiz... i think tat's all i've to post.. take care :)
lost without you;
3:37 PM
