lost without you //

Monday, January 26, 2009

wow!! i'm having a gr8 day as its first day of CNY!! jus happy that's all... (due to recieving ang bao, i guessed!!)
this afternoon, went over to my granny plc for a visit. She was pleased to c
my parent was there.

oya, i slipped out my mind without taking photo of what i wore today. Nvm.. i'm alwAys
that forgetful.. haha. But nothing much today as i nvr go to my friend place for a visit
as i'm always that lazy. Hmm, rt now, i couldnt think of any topic to say inside my diary.

to that someone (oppa), i'm not a little kiddo in ur eyes, pls stop treating me as a little kiddo. ><
i knw that i'm immature but definitely i will change my immature ways n i will proof it to u!!
I really like the embience in the past when u r with me.. n u cheer me up whenever i'm down or feeling lonely. Sigh, i must be ridiculous by saying all this..

Anyway, i'll stopped here, will upload more photos tmr!! tc ^^

lost without you;
7:14 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2009

sigh.. getting more n more restless n stressful for the past few days.
losing appetite as well..

recently jus bought a new dress for coming CNY. Just missed my granny as past few days
i couldnt get to c her. Cos of my mum, getting so suspicious lately. Today i knocked off
at 1, was walking to the bus stop with my colleague, suddenly
GY called my hp, i was wondering, y she call my hp?

So i jus answered her call, she sounds a lil weird, so i was asking her whether she's crying.. n she denied it, dunno whats wrong with her lately. So i've been smsing her n kept calling her hp, but no one answered.. sigh.. i've been so ware out n no appetite for lunch, kept thinking of how to helped her

something came across my mind, i went to call jrmy. Asking him for help, as he n GY was 12 yrs friendship. Then he went to call her hp, Suprisingly, there is nobody picking up the call,, atw (all the way) is turrhh, turrt turrt... sigh.. after that i'm feeling exhausted, however, i missed my granny, so went to her plc n visit my granny, helping her to massaged her whole body, i mean her back ok?! Dun let ur mind went whirl by thinking the other way round.

Sorry, today cherry was a lil moody.. thats y u can c tat she's ain't cheerful at all today..
i miss oppa (in korean : eld bro) so much. How i wish i can find a truly korean friend. then i can communicate with em using korean language. I'm hoping this for a long time.. it seems that its jus a dream... gtg alrdy, catching some slp now.

lost without you;
5:05 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

just finished doing my spring cleaning!! Damn tired..

as i having stiff neck whenever i tried to lift up my head n look on top the ceiling,

i dun have a urge of working tmr. its pretty boring whenever i had to face that damn

idoitic guy with full of nonsense, old fashion, sensitive, big mouth always laugh like a clown.

feeling moody n i'm having period!! Why girls always have to suffer all the hardship n needs to tolerate the pain? Wherelse guys always like to toyed ard with girls!!

reach to Je Market for lunch with my parents. My dad gave me 2 bucks

to buy sth cheap for lunch. As i havent got my salary. So i went to buy vegeterian food.

HAlfway through, while enjoying my lunch, my dad asked me, where is the balance money which

i passed it to you? I said to him that, u only gave me 2 bucks!! He said NO!! I gave you 10 bucks, n where is the balanced money?? N i shouted at him back that u only gave me 2 bucks!!

Jus nice, my mum told my dad that he only gave me 2 bucks n she is afraid that

its too little for her, n my dad said he passed me 10 bucks, but my mum said, U ONLY PASSED IT TO HER 2 BUCKS, N I GAVE HER 1 DOLLAR. I SAW IT.

thats ridiculous, my dad even jump onto conclusion n insisted that i'm the one who took his 10 bucks without returning the balanced money.

sigh, my face is full of pimples except my forehead as i used the wrong toner without reading the brand.. its very itchy n i hope it will subside n not till the extend of leaving a red n itchy pimples there. I hope it will heal soon.

lost without you;
5:19 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Yesterday was a wonderful day, as i applied one day leave
to bring my granny for a chekup @ NUH. But the problem is next friday she needs to
go down for a checkup agn @ 10.40am, but i hope that my aunt is free on both days,which is next friday n 5 of feb. Cos i couldnt apply so many leave... Pray hard that my aunt will be free on both days itself. AS I'm worried

that my granny go alone for a checkup by herself, wishing that my aunt wud be free on that day.

CNY is coming next week, but i'm feeling down, as my mum disallow me to talk with my father's side family for reunion dinner.. sigh, but its a lil rude if i nv call them..
ok, lets see what's video is this? I jus videoed my tortoise while playing. =))

(Video 1: Videoed tortoised while they had their funs after exercising)

(Video 2: Videoed tortoised, the scenery n some of my lame colleague while msn-ing)

enjoyed!! will upload more agn!! bye!!

lost without you;
2:52 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

hello once again,

sorry for nt updating the xmas gifts which i brought back home, haha.. today kinda foul mood, n i cant tolerate one of my dumb ass colleague which almost make me puke out of my life, N WHICH IS, HE HAVE NO SENSE OF HUMOUR!! what a petty guy, gosh!! whenever i go to a new environment,

i always met up with those guys who is so ugly n sissy!! N I'M GET ANNOYED BY THEIR PESTERS!! WHAT THE HELL, HOW I WISH I CAN CHANGE MY HP NO, SUCH A PESTERS!! HE'S ONLY 23 N GOING TO BE 24 THIS YR, YET HE STILL BEHAVE LIKE AN SMALL KID, SO PETTY N GIRLISH, OMG!!

nvrm, back to posting agn =)

*CHERRYFACE IS BACK TO NORMAL=)

n here my dad kept on asking, where is his specs, did i take it? Of course nt, maybe he misplace it or somewhere.. even i take his specs, i might not be wearing it, as

i dun have any eyesight problem, (only affects me at night with blur vision..) yet im still missing my granny n hoping that she can discharge soon.

OKIE, LETS C WHAT I'VE GOT MY XMAS 2008 PRESSIE FRM MY BESTA SISTERS!! I LOVE ELSS lots!! =)

thats what my bestie sisters gave me!! isn't it cool?!!

ok, rt now i've thought of one thing to write down. =) Hopefully i nv left u guys out, if i do, pls let me know, as i'm vry forgetful. =X

Granny: Though u look after me from young till now n dote me alot, i really hope that u can recover soon n discharge from hospital soon, i really miss u terribly without ur laughter n ur nagging =) i really appreciate that. =)

Joyce: Though u r quiet sometimes, but u r most fun-loving sis which jokes n listen to my problems whenever i'm in doubts. Thanks =) Love ELSS

Alice: although sometimes we quarrelled during those days in sec sch, i believe, all the ELSS always united tgt as one, with ur exclusive power =)

Joey: always talk about the crazy stuff, but its very happy in those days, ignore those bleddy bitches who bad mouthed u, jus be strong, cos ELSS ALWAYS be there!!

Nisha: Sweet-talk girl, dislike big-bully to slap u for nth in sec sch days, u r always my bestie!!

Anisha: Chatty girl, love to crack jokes during sec sch n ITE, hoping that u r doing well now, n hoping that we still can keep in touch =)

Jeremy: most hardworking, n cracking jokes whom those r bored, but hopefully he can meet up with ELSS when he's less busy. Da Mang Ren!! (busy Man) haha!!

Siti: Very Pure n cheerful whenever u r happy, misses u lots!! Hoping that we're not losing contact!! ^^

Hazwani & Hazimah: Both r twins, but they do have their each character, miss them so much, hoping that they're fine now.

Joanne: Most Chubby Girl, though we encounter so many problems during ITE, we finally patched back as sisters!! Misses those days we had fun in playing at the arcade!! =)

Sean: Quite humorous sometimes , but rarely sms!! Dunno where is he, or having gr8 time with his gf? haha.

Jun Kun: Easily disturbed by ladies, =X somehow he is jovial n misses those days in ITE when joanne n i always disturbed him.

Katherine: Quite humourous n always make my colleague n i laughed, i enjoyed communicating with u in hand sign. Quite thoughful of u n thanks for teaching me the hand sign, it wouldn't be fun without u, inside the office by communicating n lunching out together!! thanks for being there with me, when i'm having problems. U r such a gr8 colleague n friend to me!! I appreciate that lots!! ><

Jane: Most concerned towards colleagues n her family, although i'm sick during that mean time, thanks for ur concern n the cough drop, really thanks!! Without u presence, i dunno how long i can still persevere on in OCS. Thanks so much!! ><

ok i think thats all, did i leave anyone out? I dun think so. Gd Night!! =)

lost without you;
8:48 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

hello, jus came bck frm hospital after visiting my granny. I really hope that she can recover frm her rt leg that swells plus water retension inside her kneecap.

really hoping that my granny will be discharge by tmr or latest by next week. I really hope that her iron calcium inside her body will remain as normal, jus pray hard that she can be discharge soon.. really miss her. hoping that before CNY eve she can be discharge n so that she also can celebrate her reunion dinner tgt with me n my whole family =) jus praying hard now. =)

lost without you;
10:20 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2009

hello, sorry for nt updating for quite sometime, hee ^^
something cropped up n was busy working for the past few months...

recently i've just changed my new hairstyle. i've been sick of having the same old hairstyle n decided to discard it away !! I wonder how will it be, if i'm gg to work tmr.. i hope its alright. Few more weeks is CNY!! I guessed every Chinese r looking forward to it. Same to me as well.. Wishing u Guys an Happy CNY 2009!! May all ur wish which u wished for, will come true!!

Annyeong!!

lost without you;
1:02 PM