Tuesday, October 27, 2009
just came back from my lovely granny place.. how i wish i can spend more time with my granny everyday =))
i'm still wondering... when can i take a group photos of my colleagues and a photo of myself too??
so that i can keep a memorandum of someone who is special to me..
what a reluctant day today.... halfway through when i was keying my data,... i dozed off!!! arghh!! i really
hope that. there's nobody who noticed me... sighh... i didnt know why. for the past few weeks, i had this type of sleepy~sickness...
it kills me each and everyday whenever i was absorb in keying my data.... suddenly i will stop moving awhile.. it means i dozed off... sighh...
abt 4 plus... i started to laugh... as my colleague was asking some questions to my senior colleague... and i almost burst into laughter... i know its very rude of me to mock at my colleague when she asked a bit strange questions abt kilograms... whether its abv 2kg, and it is a must to round of or so and so.... but.. i still cannot control my laughter... goodness me... is that very 'funny'?? i was asking myself this question...
and this male colleague also burst into laughter, upon hearing the newcomer colleague was asking in a strange manner... and the both of us was looking at each other and laugh.. but i didnt have that courage to talk to him... sighh....
i guess i'm having this 'disease' which is called as 'LOVE SICK!!!'
it had been hindering my mind whenever i saw him... and what should i do?? can anyone give me a suggestion??
i'm really sick and tired of all this love~like things... aigoo!! its like... whenever i bound to meet a new admirer,,, i will become a devoted admire.. and will admire at least, 2 or 3 yrs... gosh!!!! sick of this!! > < "
not sure what to blog again.. i shall stop here than... goody night!!
lost without you;
10:06 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
had a great dinner at my granny place just now =)
really miss my granny soooo much!! haemyuni, jonun saranghamnida!! =)
lets talk abt some other things...
wasnt able to sleep last night till 2am!! sighh.. i was tossing here and there at my bed... gosh!!
so i woke up at 6.20am this morning!! it was a blue monday for me.. as i wasnt able to catch a good sweet sleep..
when i arrived to the office... i almost dozed off while keying my data into the system..
just feeling very annoying for the entire day.. just hurrying myself when i was able to go home... gags!!
hmm, i'm so bored rt now, as i was enjoying watching the korean mv from (SNSD, T-ARA)
here's the link..
link 1 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_lIWIQHHGc) Gee-->SNSD
link 2 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TjTWf5qJ-8&feature=related) Good Person--> T-ARA
link 3 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZMpzI5JmJA) Lies--> T-ARA
thats all.. i'm feeling extremely exhausted now,, will blog some other time...
lost without you;
10:24 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
its a brand new day today.. as my mind kept on flashing back to the past ..
when i was working in O.C.S (Overseas Courier Services)
few months back, i was really contented to talk to a guy which he was very "shy or quiet" though...
but he gave me a lot of wonderful memories like when asking him out for lunch tgt with my colleagues. =)
and sharing my problems with him.. and he also shared with me abt his problems too...
but now... its like he and i are drifted apart as we have no much common topic to talk to.. sometimes i can sense that
he was looking at my direction.. but i chose to pretend to look another corner which he was looking at. Sighh,.. all i thought
of now was... Miserable... Happy at the outer side, but feeling upset in the inner side...
i still rmb the past two days... which is on wednesday, (21/10) he disturbed me when i was resting inside the toilet as i just came back from seeing company doctor at tanjong pagar. Out of sudden, i heard someone who knocks at the toilet door so loudly, all i thought of was the cleaner aunty is waiting impatiently as she wants to wash the toilet... so i quickly washed my hand and opened the door...
to my suprise, there's nobody.. so i just said silently to myself.. perhaps somebody is playing prank again... before i can walk pass the pantry... and 'he' walked out from the pantry as well while holding a cup of water... i began curious.. i asked him.. (are u the one who knocked the door?) he said nope.. when he nearly wanted to laugh... i was like... ding ding!! i have the answer.. the answer is "YOU" haha!! =) my mind was thinking that. how i wish he can disturb me everyday.. and at least i can feel contented with his disturbance.. =) that was the funniest thing which i nv come across..
and ytd, there's a newcomer who came in.... so my senior taught her some data entry and so far she can catch a bit of that skills. =) but the moment when the newcomer lady asked me about some strange pop up link which she nvr come across.. and i guide her with a smile.. and i just turning to that guy direction.. so he looked at me in a very stern manner.. but i didnt know what's wrong was that... sighh
after a few hours.. i felt bored.. so i walked to the pantry and ate some sunflower seeds which my female colleague gave me.. after that i had a short conversation with my sign language colleague.. suddenly the guy walked out from the toilet.. all i know was.. i looked down while holding my cup as i thought that he will pass the pantry.. but to my suprise again, he didnt.. he stood there for some time.. so i brought up my courage and asked him. do u want to have this nuts?? he said.. nooooo.... i asked him.. why not?? because u dislike to munch it?? he said.. no lahh.. and that is gua zi... i said.. gua zi?? he said.. yes.. gua zi lai de.. .. and i asked him again... kat said that u want to tag along to the science centre to see a human internal body?? he said.. nooooo..
at least i know that he will talk to me.. =)) but my colleague told me that she noticed him that he likes to look at me when i walked passed him..
i dunno what is that feeling like when i saw him chatting with other colleagues with so many topics... but to me... there's no common topic.. =( is it because i'm not fated to have him as my good friend to share my sorrows with?? sighh... i really needs God help as i really want to share the same common topic like others who can bring joy.. =) hopefully this day will come =))
lost without you;
8:17 PM
Sunday, October 04, 2009
hello sorry for the late posting
i was damn tired lately... just came back from rebonding ,..
lately i was damn unlucky as my superior kept on picking on me...
hopefully everything will turns out smoothly... '
nothing to blog.. perhaps some other times.. ya,,, gtg ald.. bye
lost without you;
4:00 PM
