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2010-09-12T10:28:00.003+08:00

oops!! i guessed my blog turns into spiderweb ald... sorry for the late posting.

recently there is a suprising event which i'm gonna share to the blog readers =) i'm contented
with my ah dear whom accompanied me to my granny plc for a fantastic meal!! =) there are few types of dishes, which my ah dear taught me abt slicing the meat and rinsing the chicken before roasting. Milo Aga aga as well, but the taste wasn't that great.. it taste a bit like dark chocolate.

but when i start off with roasting the chicken, he taught me to wash it and add the ingredients for the inner part of chicken. We use secret recipe, cannot be revealed. Sorry. The next step we are going to prepare for frying spaghetti!! 2 types of it. One is non-spicy, e other 1 is tomato sauce with a bit of spice. Although it was not perfectly alright, but still taste awesome, as my family love my dear cooking. =) Except me, didnt cook at all.. only a helper at the kitchen, doing slicing, washing all that.. haha.

And the last two dishes was, Mashed potato, Grilled Codfish. The mashed potato was not the one which we normally ate in fast food restaurant, nor the 7-eleven machine which contains chemical. It was a fresh milk + pepper + salt + healthy butter. =) without the chicken oil brown gravy. =) He's really a good cook, i guessed. =) The last step was the grilled codfish, washing the fish and adding some salt, pepper and cheese on the both side of it, to make the fish more fragrance. =)

dehn dehn!! all the food was ready =) except my little cousin not really fancy in western dish. She prefer eastern dish. =) my granny was enjoying her food, no doubt she dislike spaghetti though. =)

on friday, which is ph. Went to meet up with ah dear at somerset near chomel shop. I was nearly lost, when i was searching for the ticket plc... need him to direct me the way =X although he's not a singaporean. What a shame for myself! =( went to collect online booking tickets, for the two latest movie, (Cats & Dogs), (Resident evil after life) as the time was still early,

went for early lunch at the basement, he ate chicken rice with roast pork , and i ate tom yam ramen. =) its simply delicious. haha. enjoying chatting with ah dear and talking abt office thing.
walked ard in somerset as the time is still early. Buying a bottle of pink dolphin at 7 eleven. =)
Usually we don't buy from the movie bites at the counter. Its costly. So we saved it and bought something cheaper at the convenience store.

Ooo~!! the show abt to start, we went up to the theatre. Showed our tickets, proceed to the movie. It was comedy show abt the cats and dogs. Especially the ending part. It was so humilating and funny. Haha =)

The show ended, waited for the next show to begin. We walked ard and take a drink. As my throat was feeling uncomfortable at the moment. Dear recommended me the strepsils max cough drop. I bought it, and realised the cashier was saying this, sorry miss. Its $2.15. Not $1.90. Ohhh... didnt see the pricing tag clearly, haha. Dear shared the coins with me and gave it to the cashier. I told him sorry, shortage of coins. He told me, its alright =)

the next movie show is abt to start. Went to koufu foodcourt and bought a bottle of mineral water, proceed to the theatre, while the movie starts, the volume of the show was extremely loud, almost damage my ear drum, =X but than, it was a disgusting movie, blood scattered everywhere. =X

after ended, dear wants me to get a sport shoe for my own. So that we can go for gym on the next day =) Bought a heavy shoe, cost abt $25. Sorry dear, let u spend too much. Find some day, i need to treat u back =) after that, proceed to ayam penyet for dinner. There's so many ppl... i know dear love the chilli so much. He ate mostly 2 small plate of chilli, which causes me so hot, hahah... need his help. =) chilli king for him =) after dinner, we proceed home =) love ah dear so much =)

the next day, met up at j.e bus stop to gym =) upon arriving to gym with dear, the in charge want us to get ourselves a gym towel, so we purchased it from the counter. A bit troublesome for that, actually. But nvm. The funniest thing is, ah dear taught me how to be flexible for bone while doing stretching on the black carpet. It was painful, when i followed ah dear doing the stretching exercise..

after finishing doing the gym, went to changing room. Met ah dear outside the changing room toilet. Proceed to IMM for macdonald to study... but the problem is, he's teaching me maths.. which i dislike it the most. But nvm, hee.. i just simply learn the basic maths formation. Its easy for me to learn. Thanks dear =) after maths, he took out his tutorial book to do some revision. Until i almost dozed off there. =x

abt 8pm, meeting my aunt, granny and whole family for dinner. My ah dear also tagged along =) as my aunt invited him. =) but, i dislike the hk streets food, except the drink. It was fantastic =) enjoying eating tgt with my granny and my aunt as well... =) saw my granny enjoying her food happily and laughing =) haha. thats good, hopefully my granny can be healthy and strong everyday =) hee. love my granny family and ah dear alot =) thanks to all of you!! =)

2010-06-06T19:52:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=45a2MHM_-pE (Cabi Song ~ SNSD & 2PM)

back to blogging!!

this two days i'm staying at home, as i dun have any appointment.
Because byron dear had went back to his hometown. =(
kinda misses him so much. =(

Lets start by ytd topic. Let's go!!

What i was doing ytd was, switching on my pc, searching for latest korean songs or mv.
As i was in the mid of searching, i recieved a msg from byron!!! =)) Finally he just woke up from his sleepy mood... hahha.. and pestered him to go for his exercise at his hometown. Pestered him almost the whole afternoon. Until he got sick of it. Went for a heavy exercise. =X

After that, i was bored.. so i went to read my friend's blogger. Suddenly, i saw a latest korean mv. Suprisingly, i thought it was a normal mv. Well, i've nth else to do, so i clicked and watched. The moment which i clicked this mv (Cabi Song), it was really catchy and nice mv. =)

Continuously i've clicking the mv for repeated times. It was nice, so happen i went to search
for downloading the song. But it appears to have error. Such a letdown!! Eventually, all i thought of was, the faster i download, the faster i can enjoy the music.

Something went across my mind, telling me that there's a korean drama on ch 855 (55) . IRIS. A great detective show plus fighting. =) quite thrilling, hopefully those ppl out there who are watching it ytd, will be a great pleasure for all of you. =) enjoying the show last night. =)

Blog abt today. =)

so far, i was engrossed and addicted by the cabi song, especially the girls and guys who had nice flated stomach. How i wish i can be as slim as yoona. I think its a fat hope to be like her.

While waiting for dear dear to wake up at his sweet dream,
surfing net and browsing around to download the cabi song, which i failed to. Log in to facebook,
share the video and upload the cabi song onto my facebook profile =)

Ard 3 plus, saw my godbro online and he was listening to cabi song as well!! =), so i try my luck
to ask him to send me the song which he's listening to. So he send me. Hahha!! I've been waiting
for so long. Cos of this rap song and mostly abt caribbean bay inside the mv. =) After that, i transfered it to my mp3 player and my hp as well. Set the cabi song as my ringtone. How nice! ^^
now practising singing cabi song. =) and awaiting to watch taiwan singing competition later.
btw, i'm still thinking abt tmr job which i'm going to take over soon. Hopefully i can cope it.
Let's call it a day!! Shall blog again. =)

2010-05-31T23:14:00.005+08:00

its time to blog again. =))

this time round, i should said its, extremely boring during working hrs and extremely funny
after working hrs. hahaha... which one shall i start with??
hmm, let me start with the boring part first. =)

while working today, i felt kinda sleepy. Due to the naggy supervisor. Kept on complaining abt short handed staff
in my department. And the worst thing is, our colleagues and i haven't get any pay slip, since last wednesday till now.. how long shd the "NewComer" taking his own sweet time, by dilly delly our salary!!! Sigh!!!

If not, he shd be giving us the salary nearly ending of the month.. and not to drag until the beginning of the new month.. sigh.. forget it.

But after awhile, abt 4 plus, i dozed off terribly... due to the cozy weather. Makes me sleepy =X...
suddenly i heard somebody shouting on the phone, it gives me a time bomb. And i was awaken by the sound,
when i turned around, i saw my supervisor was yelling on the phone with one of the customer.. dunno who is that.
sigh...

going to go home soon. Had appointment with dear dear for dinner. =) and suddenly..... he told me that, last minute, sth cropped up for work, as he's unable to leave at 6pm.. probably will delay. But i was abit furious at that moment. I told dear dear off in a bit of loud tone. Sigh. thinking back, why shd i do that to him. No doubt, his jobscope are a bit busy, but i have to spare a thought for him. And not to make a big fuss over the small issue.

After that, he told me to cool down, as he try to make it fast abt 30mins, to rush off his work load. But after awhile, my colleague talked me round, than i think, i shouldnt have angry with him because of work and personal issue. Its not the correct way to do it, afterall. =)

I told dear dear, I'm sorry. For unable to understand ur difficult situation during work. I shouldn't have be mixing
this issue into 1. Forgive me, =( i'm sorry. After that, i text dear a msg, i will wait for him at the opposite bus stop, do not rush into it, and take ur time. Beware of traffic. =)

Abt 6.25pm, dear text me back, he said, i'm coming dear. =) hee. I hope he really forgives me,
but, while i was at the bus stop waiting for dear, i saw him running across the traffic, but i really hope he can reach the bus stop safetly. As i'm worried abt him, running across the traffic, without seeing the upcoming vehicles along the way.

At last, he reached the bus stop, i told him sorry. =( He said, he should be the one who is apologising to me, for the last minute notice. I told him that is my fault. He said, not you, Is both of us. Haha.. than we laughed. Really thanks to have this understanding dear, no doubt he knows that i'm a bit pissed off with him, but he's not angry at all. Sigh. Sorry =( . Next x, pls, dun give in to me. I'm afraid i might be the one who turns unreasonable. =(

Onboard the bus to IMM for dinner, =) i was holding dear tightly and lean onto him. hhaha =)) As i really realised where my mistake lies.

After a 35 mins journey towards IMM, we headed to 2nd level foodcourt to have our dinner. But we are eating happily and chatting abt some other things. =) But this poor dear, was listening abt my story... Especially my troublesome parents story. Grr... i think he knows half of it. =)

After dinner, we proceed on to have dessert. Just have some discussion to dear that, i intend to buy some ladies wear, hopefully dear dun mock at me. He said... its normal. Haha.. there's nth to be ashame off. =)

And here we go, proceed to the ladies wear, as i was shy to choose. But dear dear encouraged me to choose and ask for size. Haha... we kept on looking here and there, but finally... i asked for my size, the lady recommended me to buy that size, if not suitable, i can change for it. So dear dear helped me to choose the colour, =X first time.... got such a person who chose for me.. i'm shy of it =X. haha

After finish choosing, i told him thanks, =) i really appreciate him and love him dearly =) thats my bottom of my heart which i want to tell you. =) Love You forever, no matter what comes by. =) hee =) thanks for staying by my side and helping me, when i need u. =) ok i shall stop here.

Its time for me to rest!! And i shall blog it next time, when i thought of something amusing and fun!! =) goodbye =)

2010-05-27T00:35:00.004+08:00

its time for blogging!!

feeling restless and moody for the past few weeks, having some arguement with my parents.
hopefully everything will goes on smoothly for now. I hope. I hope, I really hope! =)

Actually this afternoon. i was happy to take a few mins break while my supervisor is not around. Few colleagues
and i plus my dear was drawing some crazy arts during office. ;D was pretty enjoying the amusing fun. =X
As times getting slower, we tend to draw sth which we are familiar with.

I was sitting rt infront of my desk, keying those boring data entry work. Almost dozed off. Suddenly, i thought of the
latest fashion shoe. But i do not know how to describe it. So i asked my colleague, Gina in sign language. She was curious
as well. As she couldn't really understand what i was trying to explain abt the shoe. So she asked me to draw a pair of shoe
which i was merely explaining to her. Haha

And i agreed. While taking out a piece of rough paper from my desk, i was thinking how to draw a pair of shoe. But i couldn't
really sketch it out. To me, the shoe is difficult for me to draw. All i did is, think think think.... just think and sketch it out.

Few mins later, Katherine went to my desk to take some candies from my sweet container. Haha, so i tried to explain to Kat, Somehow she knew what i was trying to explain, So she briefly explained to Gina. I think she got the message what i explained to Kat. =)

After that. Gina showed me the shoe .The one she drew the pair of shoe, is the same which i explained to kat!!! Thats great, she knew what type of shoe i want, after a clearer explanation from Kat. =)

So after that, we took our time, and drew some objects which we know. =) than do some keying for awhile, slack. key.....

Abt late afternoon, 4 plus, Gina and i was happily drawing. After that, i showed it to dear, How's my drawing? Is it similar as the object which shown on my desk? He shook his head. Nah... let me show u how i draw the comb..
hahha

the funniest thing is, the comb looks like a microphone!! i had a big laugh at the office. And some of them drew, lizard, tortoise and all sorts of funniest object . hahah =)

and dear kept on laughing quietly while he saw me laughing like a mad woman. hahah... And the craziest thing is, he drew a Toilet bowl, shit and a person who break wind!! Its funny. as i cant control my laughter... continue laughing...
hahaha

after that, i went to make a few copies for the drawing. And distributed to some of my colleagues whom had drawm it. =)
they praised each other drawings, which look real. =)
hahah.. hopefully they enjoyed their day =))

good night guys.. need to accompany my granny to see a doc tmr. Tale care =)

i miss you, my dear. and i miss my granny =)

2010-05-22T11:38:00.002+08:00

hello bloggers user,
its such a long time, since i've stopped updating my blog.
and i have a greatful time with my him. =) i wont reveal out his name. But u can check it out at
my facebook. =)

Recently, my colleague had resigned. So it affects me. Thats what i dislike it the most.
Somehow, i managed to cope up with my work, still remaining at the same company abt 1 yr plus. =)

i got nothing to update. If have, will update more again. =)

2009-12-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!! i was having a great fun together with my colleagues ytd night...
and we roamed until this morning.. in fact, we nv go for the countdown at orchard.. but we just stay put at the west side..

as my colleagues decided to go to JP to have some drinks at starbucks.. aft that we proceed to some other places
to take a stroll till next morning.. haha.. actually this is my first time of hanging out late in the night during xmas eve till xmas day.. haha.. that was wonderful..

abt 1 am... we proceed to cck mac to have a long chit-chat, so that it will kills our boredom.. hee..
and one of my ex-colleague who loves to crack jokes.. and he make us laugh till the next morning, 4.30am at mac..

sorry.. i didnt upload any photos in this blog.. as i find it very troublesome.. why not if those who are pretty curious abt tht photos which taken last night till this morning, feel free to browse thru the photos at my facebook profile (profile pictures)..

lastly, i really want to appreciate my colleague.. whom she's my best colleague and my friend as well.. which i can confide my problems to... and really sorry to trouble u as this morning abt 6am.. as u need to ensure that i'm back home safely for accompanying me back to my plc there.. really sorry to impose and to trouble u. thanks anw.. *actually i'm afraid of darkness when my colleagues tend to tell ghost stories*... so thats y i always imagined alot of wild things...

anyway... Merry Christmas!!!! =)

2009-11-22T14:59:00.003+08:00

hello, its time to blog abt ytd event!!

having ooishi buffet at IMM with my aunt.. after that, we proceed to the christian shop and bought a christian keychain for my another aunt. While browsing some of the christianity stuff.. i was planning to look ard for my colleagues name as well.. hee.. and my aunt was browsing ard for her items as well.. after that she found her bible cover bag which she wants to contain her bible inside it... and she bought one for me as well!! thanks alot aunt!! xD

cant wait to celebrate christmas tgt with my group of friends !! xD still thinking of what to buy for my friends as christmas gift.. all i'm thinking rt now, is christian gift, christian gift and christian gift!!! hopefully i can get a bible which contains korean words in it... and that i would be much appreciated if he/she would get me one. =)) but its only part of my wishful thoughts.. sighh..

lately i kept on eating spicy stuff... and my face is surrounded by alot of pimples!! Duhh!! how to get rid of it?? as i had been washing my face almost every 3 times a day !! cannot push the blame on the facial product as well, because i cannot resist myself from taking spicy stuff... and ended up it causes lots of pimples. That's human nature, i guessed. Ok, lets move on to the ytd event.

went to this church which i nv go before.. tagged along with my aunt and her friend to this, (LIGHTHOUSE EVANGELICAL CHURCH at Woodlands/ Tampines) it was simply nice there.. and the place was so cozy and huge...

i even saw cheng tai ming there.. but didnt get to see chor chu meng as my aunt saw him while we're on our way to the
7pm service. I was so suprised that i explored this church and the light was so bright when they start to perform.
all i can say is.. quite unique church and i like the musician there as they played very well and dynamic... =)) and they have this
miracle or healing service.. after the worship service.

if i have this opportunity, i can go there with my friend to take a look at their service.. =)

2009-11-15T09:26:00.006+08:00

finally... just managed to get my company's chalet photo in facebook!! as i'm lazy to upload so many of them...
you guys can take a look at a look at this grp photo... the rest of the photo are in facebook...
enjoy!! =D

can u observe this guy in black?? he is standing next to the kid with a barefooted feet on the ground..plus his annoying cigarette on his hand!!! ><

and he's so bossy when he's drunk!! yuk!! hate the sight of him... puke!!

2009-10-27T22:06:00.003+08:00

just came back from my lovely granny place.. how i wish i can spend more time with my granny everyday =))
i'm still wondering... when can i take a group photos of my colleagues and a photo of myself too??
so that i can keep a memorandum of someone who is special to me..

what a reluctant day today.... halfway through when i was keying my data,... i dozed off!!! arghh!! i really
hope that. there's nobody who noticed me... sighh... i didnt know why. for the past few weeks, i had this type of sleepy~sickness...

it kills me each and everyday whenever i was absorb in keying my data.... suddenly i will stop moving awhile.. it means i dozed off... sighh...

abt 4 plus... i started to laugh... as my colleague was asking some questions to my senior colleague... and i almost burst into laughter... i know its very rude of me to mock at my colleague when she asked a bit strange questions abt kilograms... whether its abv 2kg, and it is a must to round of or so and so.... but.. i still cannot control my laughter... goodness me... is that very 'funny'?? i was asking myself this question...

and this male colleague also burst into laughter, upon hearing the newcomer colleague was asking in a strange manner... and the both of us was looking at each other and laugh.. but i didnt have that courage to talk to him... sighh....

i guess i'm having this 'disease' which is called as 'LOVE SICK!!!'
it had been hindering my mind whenever i saw him... and what should i do?? can anyone give me a suggestion??
i'm really sick and tired of all this love~like things... aigoo!! its like... whenever i bound to meet a new admirer,,, i will become a devoted admire.. and will admire at least, 2 or 3 yrs... gosh!!!! sick of this!! > < "

not sure what to blog again.. i shall stop here than... goody night!!

2009-10-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

had a great dinner at my granny place just now =)
really miss my granny soooo much!! haemyuni, jonun saranghamnida!! =)

lets talk abt some other things...

wasnt able to sleep last night till 2am!! sighh.. i was tossing here and there at my bed... gosh!!

so i woke up at 6.20am this morning!! it was a blue monday for me.. as i wasnt able to catch a good sweet sleep..
when i arrived to the office... i almost dozed off while keying my data into the system..
just feeling very annoying for the entire day.. just hurrying myself when i was able to go home... gags!!

hmm, i'm so bored rt now, as i was enjoying watching the korean mv from (SNSD, T-ARA)
here's the link..

link 1 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_lIWIQHHGc) Gee-->SNSD
link 2 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TjTWf5qJ-8&feature=related) Good Person--> T-ARA
link 3 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZMpzI5JmJA) Lies--> T-ARA

thats all.. i'm feeling extremely exhausted now,, will blog some other time...

2009-10-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

its a brand new day today.. as my mind kept on flashing back to the past ..
when i was working in O.C.S (Overseas Courier Services)

few months back, i was really contented to talk to a guy which he was very "shy or quiet" though...
but he gave me a lot of wonderful memories like when asking him out for lunch tgt with my colleagues. =)
and sharing my problems with him.. and he also shared with me abt his problems too...

but now... its like he and i are drifted apart as we have no much common topic to talk to.. sometimes i can sense that
he was looking at my direction.. but i chose to pretend to look another corner which he was looking at. Sighh,.. all i thought
of now was... Miserable... Happy at the outer side, but feeling upset in the inner side...

i still rmb the past two days... which is on wednesday, (21/10) he disturbed me when i was resting inside the toilet as i just came back from seeing company doctor at tanjong pagar. Out of sudden, i heard someone who knocks at the toilet door so loudly, all i thought of was the cleaner aunty is waiting impatiently as she wants to wash the toilet... so i quickly washed my hand and opened the door...

to my suprise, there's nobody.. so i just said silently to myself.. perhaps somebody is playing prank again... before i can walk pass the pantry... and 'he' walked out from the pantry as well while holding a cup of water... i began curious.. i asked him.. (are u the one who knocked the door?) he said nope.. when he nearly wanted to laugh... i was like... ding ding!! i have the answer.. the answer is "YOU" haha!! =) my mind was thinking that. how i wish he can disturb me everyday.. and at least i can feel contented with his disturbance.. =) that was the funniest thing which i nv come across..

and ytd, there's a newcomer who came in.... so my senior taught her some data entry and so far she can catch a bit of that skills. =) but the moment when the newcomer lady asked me about some strange pop up link which she nvr come across.. and i guide her with a smile.. and i just turning to that guy direction.. so he looked at me in a very stern manner.. but i didnt know what's wrong was that... sighh

after a few hours.. i felt bored.. so i walked to the pantry and ate some sunflower seeds which my female colleague gave me.. after that i had a short conversation with my sign language colleague.. suddenly the guy walked out from the toilet.. all i know was.. i looked down while holding my cup as i thought that he will pass the pantry.. but to my suprise again, he didnt.. he stood there for some time.. so i brought up my courage and asked him. do u want to have this nuts?? he said.. nooooo.... i asked him.. why not?? because u dislike to munch it?? he said.. no lahh.. and that is gua zi... i said.. gua zi?? he said.. yes.. gua zi lai de.. .. and i asked him again... kat said that u want to tag along to the science centre to see a human internal body?? he said.. nooooo..

at least i know that he will talk to me.. =)) but my colleague told me that she noticed him that he likes to look at me when i walked passed him..

i dunno what is that feeling like when i saw him chatting with other colleagues with so many topics... but to me... there's no common topic.. =( is it because i'm not fated to have him as my good friend to share my sorrows with?? sighh... i really needs God help as i really want to share the same common topic like others who can bring joy.. =) hopefully this day will come =))

2009-10-04T16:00:00.002+08:00

hello sorry for the late posting

i was damn tired lately... just came back from rebonding ,..
lately i was damn unlucky as my superior kept on picking on me...

hopefully everything will turns out smoothly... '

nothing to blog.. perhaps some other times.. ya,,, gtg ald.. bye

2009-08-15T21:20:00.020+08:00

sorry for the late posting!! went to singapore flyers with my family today.i'm so glad that my mum had put aside the hatred within my granny side's family.
the most she hated was, my uncle's wife.. as i still cannot erase off that incident during the day
in pasir ris bungalow. owned by my auntie's c/o.

this is some of the photos which i took on the last friday =))

1st shot (abv photo) : taken at my room. =)

2nd shot (abv photo) : the wind is too strong, as it blows my messy hair!!

3rd shot (abv photo) : standing side way position. =)

4th shot (abv photo) : at the escape theme park, my cousin sis and my auntie was riding a car. Unsure what is that =X

5th shot (abv photo) : auntie is concentrating on her driving, where else my cousin sis is looking at the camera!! xD

next photo is the singapore flyers which i took tgt with my family today. =)

1st shot (abv photo) : mother, auntie and uncle xD

2nd shot (abv photo) : my auntie as well =D

3rd shot (abv photo) : she's my auntie's relative =) dunno how to describe.

4th shot (abv photo) : my mother and me =) (i'm too tanned) =(

5th shot (abv photo) : taking a clearer picture for myself.. cus i'm too tanned!!

6th shot (abv photo) : with sunglasses abv my head

7th shot (abv photo) : my mother and my relative's cousin

8th shot (abv photo) : nice scenery at marina

9th shot (abv photo) : laughter from my family and relative..

10th shot (abv photo) : my relative's cousin as well =)

11th shot (abv photo) : hmm. what are you looking at? xD

12th shot (abv photo) : cute shot!! xD

thats all.. as i lazy to upload all the photos.. enjoy and take care =))

2009-07-03T22:53:00.003+08:00

its my happiest day today. was having a great atmosphere together with
my few colleagues during lunch today..

after lunch, we headed back to the conference room and take a short break as it was still early.
so we just started our conversation between this colleague who has a very weird character.
halfway through, few colleagues and i burst into laughter.

just than, they were saying that this colleague, will stare at other ppl when they're doing their own stuff.. but some of them choose to ignore her, as on and off she will tend to stare at ppl. if not she will open her drawer for a few mins and close it back... if not, she will just stare at her punched card for abt few mins... it was so ridiculous..

i nvr come across such a person like her with her weird action. i'm not trying to be hypocrite by nailing down her unecessary way of doing things... just trying to figure out the reason behind it. and this colleague told me, probably she like you ah.... if not why i asked u out for lunch, she tends to be emotional to me, and not to u?? still rmb the day we went to comtec (is a name of the food court) to have our lunch? when u ordered mee siam, she also followed u... and the next day, she ordered the same kind of food which u ordered previously... don't u think that its a bit weird??

i was like,,, stunned.... haha.. should be .. cos i'm not really close to her. so this colleague added on, he said, it seems that she always like to follow u whenever you go... and the second thought, i got a shocked, omg!! i really hope that she's not a lesbian who tends to follow me around... sighh.... so my colleagues started laughing again.. hee...

but abt 5 pm, i smsed to my male colleague... i told him this in sms, hello, sorry to disturb. i was wondering why is she looking at me with a smiling face.... sighh...
and this is what he replied me, i dunno le... u go ask her lo
after that we laughed again while smsing..

*i've broke record, its my 1 yr here in working the same company since 030708 =)
ok.. i gtg ald... will update again.. bye!!

2009-06-28T16:26:00.002+08:00

its time for me to relax today!! xD
just changed to a new korean blogskin, which is nice and simple.

yesterday after work, i went out with my colleague for lunch at seah im (which located at harbour front interchange). =)
was chatting with him about work concern. i know its not appropriate to share the work problems when our working hours is over. But i have to seek his help which ever way can help out
some task which cannot be accomplish. So just awhile, we chat abt this.

hmm, abt 3, my colleague went off to chinatown for some personal things.. so i had a appointment with my friend at 3.45pm. meeting her at boon lay control station.

Finally, met up with her and joey plus joyce's niece,,, didnt expect that joey is coming along with joyce.. hahah.. maybe she gave me a suprising moment for not telling me. all the while i thought that joyce was alone waiting at bl control station for almost half an hour.

went for a window shopping at jp basement 1, after that, joey decided to take ljs tgt with joyce for late lunch, as they complained that the porridge which taken at joyce's place wasnt filling for them... i told them, wow, u girls are such a great eater.. hee. after that, the niece was complaining that she wants to go for a kiddo playground at safra. Just a few distance from jp.. but it takes 15 mins walk from there.

we played almost for 1 and the half hour, jus climbing here and there with a horrible slides.. haha.. it was thrilling afterall. xD abt 7plus, we left the place... went to this fashion and gave them a treat for offer t shirts,, sorry to u girls, as i really cant afford to buy exp dresses.,, as u girls know the reason behind it.

ok. i'll will post again when i'm free!! see you!! =)

2009-06-28T16:21:00.001+08:00

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2009-06-14T13:44:00.002+08:00

hi, its time to blog!!

was having a great time tgt with my bestie friend for attending the youth service, seriously i was so engrossed to sing aloud the christian lyrics tgt with the rest which i don't really know who they are. but thanks God that i really enjoyed myself ytd during youth service.

about 5pm, the youth service had ended... went tgt with my friend, alice to funan it mall. which i almost lost my way while searching that area. as my colleague was meeting his friend at raffles place. and he asked us to meet him at funan it mall.

upon reaching to funan mall, i couldnt find the brand and model mp3 or 4 player which i really want to get for my aunt. just than, i walked to another further end to take a look at the mp3 or 4 player which looks similar like ipod, and this sales man kept on bargaining with me about the mp3 player which has 8gb, at first he said, he will sell it to me at 150plus.. sth like that.. i cant recall it either.. but my budget is below 100 bucks.

so he suggested me to buy the mp4 player, which is 2gb. 95 dollars.. however i'm going to buy that player down. but he suggested me to buy the mp4 player with lower price, as he bargaining with me again. it cost 135 bucks!!! sigh.. without hesitating, i bought down the mp4 player. sighh.. he was like pestering me to buy 8gb mp4 player!! but, since i've ald bought, there's no use of complaining about what on earth is this player cost me a bomb, this and that.. sigh... its ok anw.. hopefully i can meet my aunt for church service on next sunday than. pray hard..

2009-06-06T22:16:00.002+08:00

its seems that i'm so busy with my stuff. ahh? haha.
anyway. for a fresh start, fresh moment, fresh life.. i will carry on with this job without
hesitating.

i really appreciate God who change my life once again. xD Nothing Is Impossible, amen? AMEN!! given a second thought, i really want to lead as christianity life throughout my last day. but my mother is nagging all the way last night.. as i told her that i'm going church with my 'friend'

i know all the while, my mother will objected me, if i would voice out to her and say, i will be going church together with my aunt... she will definitely skin me alive.. as my mother dislike me to go over to my granny place.. sigh.. got some misunderstanding, i guess. But i sincerely wish that my mother can let go this hatred towards my granny family. all the while, i felt insecured whenever i had to go to my granny place after work, secretly behind my mother's back.. as she really disallow me to.. sighhh...

but, she said this to me last night when i brought this topic up, u already prayed to goddess mercy and yet u still going to church??!! u know that u will confuse urself by going to church as u don't know which god u r going to trust!! i was like... disappointed... i sincerely wish that i can go to church with my aunt. but how?? why she must control me when i made up my decision to become christian... and yet she forbid me. sighh.. what if. lets put in this way.. if, i would marry a christian guy, will she object me??

i sincerely wish that my mother will agree my decision and not to control me to whatever god i'm praying.. as i only believe in him, which is God, nothing can change me, when i made this decision. hope that God will help me...

2009-05-23T14:48:00.002+08:00

hello.. bianeyo (sorry in korean) for the late posting.. as i'm lazy to update..

nowadays i'm feeling so exhausted as i need to take a long break for myself... this job which i worked for
almost 1 yr.. its pressurised me.. everything had to rush.. arrgghh..

i'm really tired.. seriously.. is there anything to calm myself down?? btw,, do not mistaken.. what i mean is, is there any 1 month break for me to relax??? sigghh...

anyway.. lets drop this topic... its pointless for me to kept on probing on it..

in fact, i really want to take up korean language course for myself.. as i really looking forward to it.. my ambition is to take up korean language course and get myself prepared to study for night classes.. but i'm still confuse of what type of courses
which suits me.. as i really giving up hope on doing data entry work.. its extremely bored!!

i love drawing,... is there any courses which related to drawing on the computer, like designing a handmade xmas card, all that?? i'm glad if there's this course.... sighhhh.. will update next time.. =))

2009-02-27T22:49:00.003+08:00

hello, there's some pic which i took with my bestie friend colleague at Vivo (starbucks coffe!!) Enjoy.

jus cannot stand the atmosphere during office. (I'm not referring to my bestie colleague on the abv pic shown)

this few weeks is kinda moody atmosphere during office. Ytd i felt so irritated by my supervisor.. jus aft lunch, she started to nag at one of my colleague.(not so close) Somehow i felt that she's suferring frm depression, i guessed. One min she can be vry nice to you, next min she can be vry cold to you.

Dun you think that she is jus treating her like a fool? I'm getting sick n tired of this working life. Very stressful though. Aft a few mins, that female colleague started to scream out loud as our supervisor is yelling n shouting at her about the 'CWBS' which r not balance. For those whom r working tgt with me in the past, u shd know wht is this all abt.

I dun wish to probe any further. And last but not least, i wished to share this problem to you guys who r reading my blog now. i really cant tolerate this female colleague which isn't close to me. She was vry clvr indeed!

suprisingly i thought almost all the handicapped ppl are very friendly, to me.. she's not!! (*i am not referring to my bestie friend colleague ^^ )

on the previous month, she started to badmouthed me behind my back n say this n that.. like etc, i nv communicate with her in hand sign, wherelse i communicated with her 'not so close buddy' in hand sign,

is it because of this you get so jealous n infuriated by everything? not only me, she also badmouthed her sign language friend and others as well.. i'm jus curious, CHRISTIAN ARE SUPPOSE TO BE FAITHFUL TO GOD AND NOT TO CREATE A SCENE BEHIND OTHERS WITH THEIR JEALOUSY HEART?? OR, THIS ARE CALLED BULL SHITTING? NOW I REALISED THAT SHE IS VERY GOOD IN ACTING INFRONT OF OTHERS, WHILE SHE HAVE A GOOD TEMPER,

WHEN SHE IS IN HER FOUL MOOD, SHE WILL JUS SHOW U HER BLACK FACE. WHAT'S THIS? DOES THIS BENEFITS YOU? AND DOES U GAIN ANYTHING BACK IN RETURN?? WELL, OTHER COLLEAGUE ALSO NEVER OFFENDED HER IN THIS MANNER, BUT WHY AGAIN, SHE WILL SHOW HER MOOD SWINGS WHEN SHE IS UNHAPPY? NOW I FIND THAT THOSE WHO R CALLED AS 'CHRISTIAN' ARE JUS PRETENDING TO BE ONE!! THEY SEEMS TO BE SO FAITHFUL TOWARDS YOU, BUT WHEN YOU'RE NOT ARD, THEY TEND TO BE POISONOUS!! I DUNNO WHETHER TO TRUST OR NOT TO TRUST, AS EVERYTHING HAS STARTED TO CHANGE.

i really appreciate those who are really a true n sincere Christian, nv create chaos n really follow God's word.

But for those ppl who have a jealousy heart, goes ard n gossip n badmouthed ppl when their not ard or aware, they aren't fit to be one.!! i hate this. very deep hatred for this. But fear not, i wont seek revenge as its pointless. I will not blog further. Will blog some other days perhaps. Annyeong!

2009-02-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

sorry for the late posting... today i'm so overjoyed!! guess what was it all 'bout?

went to yun plc after work to play badminton. Arrived at her plc abt 3.15 like that. But nobody has arrive. I'm the only person who arrived early!! While waiting for my 'Queens' (always dilly dally) yun showed me an taiwan video.. thats hilarious!! haha

waiting n waiting, almost half an hour!! Finally they arrived, we went to the nearest badminton court n play!! Thats fun.. but after playing a few rounds, my rt shoulder started to ache!! Maybe i nv take up sports for quite a long time, thats y every part of my body is aching badly..

my friend was saying that i'm like a statue.. nv even move while the shuttlecock is aiming towards me.. n thats the point which my shoulder aches badly... i cant even stretch.

but somehow i managed to score after taking a short break, as it was raining cats n dogs!! haha..
but we still practising to hit well by nt dropping the shuttlecock onto the ground. Cos we have a agreement with our old friend during MArch. So we cant afford to lose.. As he is a highly skilled, badminton player. haha

Really getting worried for my godsis, she have a bit of giddy spells. I hope she will be fine after her full body checkup on next friday. SAme to me as well.

ok, i'll stop here now. My rt shoulder is aching again. Tata

2009-02-01T16:39:00.005+08:00

sorry for the late posting. Jus lazy to update as i haven got the pics!!

this few days of CNY is past vy fast. I haven enjoy my day with my grp of friends!! Let me share

with u some interesting things happening on Wednesday, (28/1)

After going to yun plc n alice (GY) plc, we went to clementi n meet JK.(YW also tagged along after she knocked off frm 7 eleven) But he was late for half an hour.

Suddenly, YW called alice hp n ask where are we? Alice said we're jus sitting inside the macdonald n

waiting for u.

upon waiting for both of 'em, my hp started to ring, n there he called. He said r u guys still waiting

inside the mac?? **alice answered behalf on me. Cus i got nth to talk to him..

and *** ** *, he reached!!

Suddenly YW called alice hp, asking which direction to lead to Mac?? As she was confused.

Sigh, yun n i saw JK, we gt no topic to talk as alice n him was talking abt computer stuff.

Few mins ltr, YW reached.. alice was giggling.. I was standing ard n searching for YW.. But JK asked who is coming also?? N he turn ard n saw YW!! He gt a shocked!!

He said to alice, how come she is here also??!! OMG.. Then they start to avoid one another

dunno what's wrong with them. haha.

Yun told me that JK n alice r like couple. Keep on disturbing each other. I was giggling all the way.. but i felt a lil upset n kinda weird feeling.. n there YW kept on complaining to me, how come he also come all the way to clementi?? or u??... I said to her that, cos few of us hasnt been seeing him for quite sometime. So i asked him out.

Suprisingly, yun told me that he still looked the same as before. But he's a lil bit
bigger size den in ITE days. =S

Bt alice kept on asking him to go KBOX tgt with us to sing!! He jus automatically reject. haha.
After he left, a few of us when to KBOX n waited outside as there's no vacancy..

Waited for quite long, n there it is!! Settled down in KBOX n started to sing along!! There's a few pic of us inside the KBOX!! Looks a bit deem.

(editing the pics!!) sorry its a lil blur..

2009-01-26T19:14:00.002+08:00

wow!! i'm having a gr8 day as its first day of CNY!! jus happy that's all... (due to recieving ang bao, i guessed!!)
this afternoon, went over to my granny plc for a visit. She was pleased to c
my parent was there.

oya, i slipped out my mind without taking photo of what i wore today. Nvm.. i'm alwAys
that forgetful.. haha. But nothing much today as i nvr go to my friend place for a visit
as i'm always that lazy. Hmm, rt now, i couldnt think of any topic to say inside my diary.

to that someone (oppa), i'm not a little kiddo in ur eyes, pls stop treating me as a little kiddo. ><
i knw that i'm immature but definitely i will change my immature ways n i will proof it to u!!
I really like the embience in the past when u r with me.. n u cheer me up whenever i'm down or feeling lonely. Sigh, i must be ridiculous by saying all this..

Anyway, i'll stopped here, will upload more photos tmr!! tc ^^

2009-01-24T17:05:00.002+08:00

sigh.. getting more n more restless n stressful for the past few days.
losing appetite as well..

recently jus bought a new dress for coming CNY. Just missed my granny as past few days
i couldnt get to c her. Cos of my mum, getting so suspicious lately. Today i knocked off
at 1, was walking to the bus stop with my colleague, suddenly
GY called my hp, i was wondering, y she call my hp?

So i jus answered her call, she sounds a lil weird, so i was asking her whether she's crying.. n she denied it, dunno whats wrong with her lately. So i've been smsing her n kept calling her hp, but no one answered.. sigh.. i've been so ware out n no appetite for lunch, kept thinking of how to helped her

something came across my mind, i went to call jrmy. Asking him for help, as he n GY was 12 yrs friendship. Then he went to call her hp, Suprisingly, there is nobody picking up the call,, atw (all the way) is turrhh, turrt turrt... sigh.. after that i'm feeling exhausted, however, i missed my granny, so went to her plc n visit my granny, helping her to massaged her whole body, i mean her back ok?! Dun let ur mind went whirl by thinking the other way round.

Sorry, today cherry was a lil moody.. thats y u can c tat she's ain't cheerful at all today..
i miss oppa (in korean : eld bro) so much. How i wish i can find a truly korean friend. then i can communicate with em using korean language. I'm hoping this for a long time.. it seems that its jus a dream... gtg alrdy, catching some slp now.

2009-01-18T17:19:00.003+08:00

just finished doing my spring cleaning!! Damn tired..

as i having stiff neck whenever i tried to lift up my head n look on top the ceiling,

i dun have a urge of working tmr. its pretty boring whenever i had to face that damn

idoitic guy with full of nonsense, old fashion, sensitive, big mouth always laugh like a clown.

feeling moody n i'm having period!! Why girls always have to suffer all the hardship n needs to tolerate the pain? Wherelse guys always like to toyed ard with girls!!

reach to Je Market for lunch with my parents. My dad gave me 2 bucks

to buy sth cheap for lunch. As i havent got my salary. So i went to buy vegeterian food.

HAlfway through, while enjoying my lunch, my dad asked me, where is the balance money which

i passed it to you? I said to him that, u only gave me 2 bucks!! He said NO!! I gave you 10 bucks, n where is the balanced money?? N i shouted at him back that u only gave me 2 bucks!!

Jus nice, my mum told my dad that he only gave me 2 bucks n she is afraid that

its too little for her, n my dad said he passed me 10 bucks, but my mum said, U ONLY PASSED IT TO HER 2 BUCKS, N I GAVE HER 1 DOLLAR. I SAW IT.

thats ridiculous, my dad even jump onto conclusion n insisted that i'm the one who took his 10 bucks without returning the balanced money.

sigh, my face is full of pimples except my forehead as i used the wrong toner without reading the brand.. its very itchy n i hope it will subside n not till the extend of leaving a red n itchy pimples there. I hope it will heal soon.

2009-01-17T14:52:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was a wonderful day, as i applied one day leave
to bring my granny for a chekup @ NUH. But the problem is next friday she needs to
go down for a checkup agn @ 10.40am, but i hope that my aunt is free on both days,which is next friday n 5 of feb. Cos i couldnt apply so many leave... Pray hard that my aunt will be free on both days itself. AS I'm worried

that my granny go alone for a checkup by herself, wishing that my aunt wud be free on that day.

CNY is coming next week, but i'm feeling down, as my mum disallow me to talk with my father's side family for reunion dinner.. sigh, but its a lil rude if i nv call them..
ok, lets see what's video is this? I jus videoed my tortoise while playing. =))

(Video 1: Videoed tortoised while they had their funs after exercising)

(Video 2: Videoed tortoised, the scenery n some of my lame colleague while msn-ing)

enjoyed!! will upload more agn!! bye!!

2009-01-11T20:48:00.005+08:00

hello once again,

sorry for nt updating the xmas gifts which i brought back home, haha.. today kinda foul mood, n i cant tolerate one of my dumb ass colleague which almost make me puke out of my life, N WHICH IS, HE HAVE NO SENSE OF HUMOUR!! what a petty guy, gosh!! whenever i go to a new environment,

i always met up with those guys who is so ugly n sissy!! N I'M GET ANNOYED BY THEIR PESTERS!! WHAT THE HELL, HOW I WISH I CAN CHANGE MY HP NO, SUCH A PESTERS!! HE'S ONLY 23 N GOING TO BE 24 THIS YR, YET HE STILL BEHAVE LIKE AN SMALL KID, SO PETTY N GIRLISH, OMG!!

nvrm, back to posting agn =)

*CHERRYFACE IS BACK TO NORMAL=)

n here my dad kept on asking, where is his specs, did i take it? Of course nt, maybe he misplace it or somewhere.. even i take his specs, i might not be wearing it, as

i dun have any eyesight problem, (only affects me at night with blur vision..) yet im still missing my granny n hoping that she can discharge soon.

OKIE, LETS C WHAT I'VE GOT MY XMAS 2008 PRESSIE FRM MY BESTA SISTERS!! I LOVE ELSS lots!! =)

thats what my bestie sisters gave me!! isn't it cool?!!

ok, rt now i've thought of one thing to write down. =) Hopefully i nv left u guys out, if i do, pls let me know, as i'm vry forgetful. =X

Granny: Though u look after me from young till now n dote me alot, i really hope that u can recover soon n discharge from hospital soon, i really miss u terribly without ur laughter n ur nagging =) i really appreciate that. =)

Joyce: Though u r quiet sometimes, but u r most fun-loving sis which jokes n listen to my problems whenever i'm in doubts. Thanks =) Love ELSS

Alice: although sometimes we quarrelled during those days in sec sch, i believe, all the ELSS always united tgt as one, with ur exclusive power =)

Joey: always talk about the crazy stuff, but its very happy in those days, ignore those bleddy bitches who bad mouthed u, jus be strong, cos ELSS ALWAYS be there!!

Nisha: Sweet-talk girl, dislike big-bully to slap u for nth in sec sch days, u r always my bestie!!

Anisha: Chatty girl, love to crack jokes during sec sch n ITE, hoping that u r doing well now, n hoping that we still can keep in touch =)

Jeremy: most hardworking, n cracking jokes whom those r bored, but hopefully he can meet up with ELSS when he's less busy. Da Mang Ren!! (busy Man) haha!!

Siti: Very Pure n cheerful whenever u r happy, misses u lots!! Hoping that we're not losing contact!! ^^

Hazwani & Hazimah: Both r twins, but they do have their each character, miss them so much, hoping that they're fine now.

Joanne: Most Chubby Girl, though we encounter so many problems during ITE, we finally patched back as sisters!! Misses those days we had fun in playing at the arcade!! =)

Sean: Quite humorous sometimes , but rarely sms!! Dunno where is he, or having gr8 time with his gf? haha.

Jun Kun: Easily disturbed by ladies, =X somehow he is jovial n misses those days in ITE when joanne n i always disturbed him.

Katherine: Quite humourous n always make my colleague n i laughed, i enjoyed communicating with u in hand sign. Quite thoughful of u n thanks for teaching me the hand sign, it wouldn't be fun without u, inside the office by communicating n lunching out together!! thanks for being there with me, when i'm having problems. U r such a gr8 colleague n friend to me!! I appreciate that lots!! ><

Jane: Most concerned towards colleagues n her family, although i'm sick during that mean time, thanks for ur concern n the cough drop, really thanks!! Without u presence, i dunno how long i can still persevere on in OCS. Thanks so much!! ><

ok i think thats all, did i leave anyone out? I dun think so. Gd Night!! =)

2009-01-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

hello, jus came bck frm hospital after visiting my granny. I really hope that she can recover frm her rt leg that swells plus water retension inside her kneecap.

really hoping that my granny will be discharge by tmr or latest by next week. I really hope that her iron calcium inside her body will remain as normal, jus pray hard that she can be discharge soon.. really miss her. hoping that before CNY eve she can be discharge n so that she also can celebrate her reunion dinner tgt with me n my whole family =) jus praying hard now. =)

2009-01-04T13:02:00.002+08:00

hello, sorry for nt updating for quite sometime, hee ^^
something cropped up n was busy working for the past few months...

recently i've just changed my new hairstyle. i've been sick of having the same old hairstyle n decided to discard it away !! I wonder how will it be, if i'm gg to work tmr.. i hope its alright. Few more weeks is CNY!! I guessed every Chinese r looking forward to it. Same to me as well.. Wishing u Guys an Happy CNY 2009!! May all ur wish which u wished for, will come true!!

Annyeong!!

2008-09-13T16:45:00.002+08:00

hello
its been a month, since i've updated my blog. I'm feeling lazy to update though..

Nowadays i'm feeling restless somehow, tend to slp a bit ltr every weekdays itself. Recently. i'm having a bad flu n cough. Thanks God that i'm not critically ill while i'm working at the office.

Jus having a stressful day during office while my colleague was rushing some filing documents by the manager. But for me, i have to tolerate my manager, as she deliberately pick on some topic which doesnt related to some office work. Sometimes i really cant catch the ball as she was telling working staff those who r sitting near to her. After that she will start complaining n nagging for the entire day.

Even some of my colleague also dislike the way she nagged at others. Sometimes u cant catch what's she trying to say. Aiyah, i dunno what to say some more. Now my dad is nagging at me n he wants to use the computer, DAMN ANNOYING.!! WHAT A HECK. Sigh, will blog it again.

2008-07-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

hi again,
back to blogging!! recently i've overwork myself.. as i'm really getting tired nowadays.

my work is perfectly alright for me. And i realise it myself that working isn't that simple. You need to overcome the stressful job which had been doing n facing the computer for the entire day, it was when i almost fall asleep while facing the sickening computer each n everyday. =X

tmr after work, i will be visiting my granny at the hospital. My friend is tagging along as well..
cos my granny had ald finished her op for 2 hrs.. n rt now i hope she's fine. really pray to God that she can be discharge from hosptl asap.. really miss my granny lots.. hope that she can recover asap n she can take solid food rather den liquid food. haiiz, i'm very tired nw.. maybe i gt to rest.. miss my granny lots.. hope that she can be healthy n strong.

take care guys!!! i'll be blogging when i'm free. =)

2008-07-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

hello, sorry to keep u guys await!! nowadays i'm so busy doing my office stuff
at the office with my friend.. haha

today i'm feeling a bit moody early in the morning, as she cant stop talking
abt the past history and when and when the china came to singapore n it makes four different races...

whatever it is la, i jus cant be bothered at all.. hate those sickening and i dislike the way they communicate with others, is like OMG!! they're so talkative, n when and where they was boarding the bus, i still can heard them talking so loud while i was standing a few distance away with my friend.. it was like, OMG!! they're talking on the phone as in nobody business like that.. so rude n so loud!!! I HOPE ALL THE BLEDDY CHINA PPL WILL scram back to their country!!!

Lately i've been seeing a lot of China ppl outside as they were riding a bicycle to work, if not the way they talk, i wanted to puke!!! thats frustrating.. since when s'pore become another part of the china citizen??!! if i wan, i would rather choose american ppl to speak more english then chinese!!! what's the point of having CHINA society in our local country??!! it was like, whenever i go, i can see a few million china ppl who is talking damn loud.. and they dun even know hw to speak simple english.. so what's the point of having CHINA ppl in our local country??

and the most infuriating part was, my friend!!! she was saying that, now the society is fame of chinese, no more English, English is out, because Government decided to bring more China ppl in to S'pore so that, all the chinese will be learning Chinese from China!!! what the hell, i jus dislike it!!! ONE WORD, CHINA SUCKS TO CORE!!! I HATE THEIR CHINA TONE WHILE THEY'RE COMMUNICATING WITH OTHERS!! BUT I STILL PREFER ENGLISH SPEAKING PPL, THAT WUD BE MORE APPRECIATED. except my family members.. haah

2008-07-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

back to blogging,

i guessed i had been working at the office for abt 1 week ald.. haha
but its very fun working there.. cos, my friend will be joining me on monday.. finally!!

hmm, hoping that she wont play me out for ny coming on this coming monday =X
jus came back from work... i'm so dead beat!!! hhaa

i think i wont further my studies anymore..as i hoped i will stabalised after 3 months probation.. hope God will bless me. =)

gtg now.. bye =)

2008-07-03T21:22:00.002+08:00

hi, back to blogging.. ytd i went for the interview at pasir panjang for my data entry.. it was success!! and i' was told to start work today..

actually for a start, i'm a bit afraid that i wont be able to cope up this data entry as in doing billings and typing those information inside the computer.. after for some briefing by the manager, i'm still a bit confused as i'm unsure how's the job going to be..

after the manager introduced me and some of the colleagues, she begun to appoint me a desk of myself.. jus then, i'm sitting next to a lady, but i'm also confused abt how to get myself started.. after her long guidance and teaching... i began to practiced all those steps. As she was showing an example, how to key in all these info into a data billing form, and she also explained the details more clearly to me.. after that, slowly i get used to it.. as she was jus standing beside me, n seeing how i keyed the information.. but i tried for a few times... n i get used to it.. =)) i'm really happy to work at this company for a start.. =))

ok.. gtg.. i nd to slp ald.. have to wake up early tmr morning .. tata

2008-06-30T21:44:00.002+08:00

back to work at my 2nd home.. haha.. that was my favourite lifestyle,
however i started to work, i get myself blur again.. dunno why

so i'll pray hard, i can maintain my usual self as i'm working.. hope that i'm not blur as today.
Hope that my friend , doris will not get mad at me.. cos i didnt tell her that i nv go back to the telemarketer job n work with her ald...

really hope that everything will goes on smoothly.. =))
haiiz... take care

2008-06-29T17:02:00.002+08:00

hello, the past two days, i've ald tried out the telemarketing job.. that was isnt easy.. and it nds a lot of tactis to persuade the customer on the phone to join the spa treatment for free..

finally, =) tmr i'm going back to my previous job at killiney cafe.. haha.. i'm so happy to see my close working colleagues there.. but its only a few.. i really hope to strive on till december..

abt the telemarketing... my friend shd be working alone by herself.. jus to apologise that i cant accompany her as i find that the telemarketing job doesnt suit me at all.

haiiz, now i missed my friends.. i mean my ex- sch mates..
ok thats all i'm going to blog.. see u

2008-06-26T17:26:00.002+08:00

yo, back to blogging once agn!! =)

GREAT NEWS
i've found a job with my friend at RP as telemarketer, but its making a phone calls only.. (wish me all the best for tmr, hope that i can prolong this job at least for 6 mths) n i wish for myself that, everything will goes on smoothly for tmr 1st day of work.

very nervous for tmr .. =X
i think i'll stop until here.. take care n cya =)

2008-06-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

finally i've recovered, but my legs feels a bit wobby whenever i walk.. dunno what's wrong with me recently... jus seems to be stressful.

ytd i'm so overjoyed that i called my godbro as he nds my help rgd some of his business assignment.. therefore, i'm helping him out some of the report as he doesnt really know how to explain in details for the particular questions..

as i'm also stunned, all the while i've not been doing some assignment which related to business.. =X as i'm helping him out on his behalf for doing this too.. haha, actually he also doing his part for preparing his MS words n powerpoint for his report n his presentation.
overall, i can say that, i'll try my best to help him some of the questions.

haiiz, i really wish that right now, i can find an part time permanent job, so that i can ease without any burden to my family.. especially my parents... dun wan them to work so hard, jus for my sake.

secondly, i would like to pray hard that, next yr i can get in to HN to get higher qualifications.. hope that God will grant my wish. =) (sorry for repeating this again and again.. =x)

hope that what i wished for, will come true one fine day.. =)

2008-06-22T20:51:00.014+08:00

hi, back to blogging agn!! =) Meet Guiling sis at Redhill, (as i'm still not in a good health.. thanks guiling for her concern =) ) to collect my dresses!! Yeah, finally.. i waited till now..

all those dresses are very trendy and nice lor, which i bought 5 items and the other 3 items is my friend bought it.. so she kinda busy with her own stuff, thats y i helped her to collect her items as well.. ;X but three of the items i had to give away.. in a sense that, i owe my 3 friends as whatever occasion or presents. haha, i cant rmb that well..

reached home ard 2.25... i was so excited to see my dresses which i ordered from her. =)) But the rest of the items i didnt open it up and see.. cos its my friends presents.. so i jus leave it aside..

this is the few items which i ordered from her.. its jus simply sweet n nice !! =D here's the photos of that items which i took earlier on at my room =))

i dunno what is the name of the dresses.. i jus simply showed it to u guys... enjoy =)

front view (grey in col) dress

back view

Full top n bottom dress (pink n grey mixed) front view

back view

Full grey and bottom black dress (front view)

back view

ok, thats all i'm going to blog today.. have a nice day.. see u =)

2008-06-21T12:27:00.004+08:00

hello.. i'm back to blogging =))
past few days, i'm feeling unwell, as i'm having a bad flu n a slight fever.
Thats infuriate me.. till now i'm nt in a good health as my nose giving me lots of problems for this few days..

now i really wan to get back to my previous job... that was fun.
And i really wanna thanks guiling for her awesome shopping blog!! =D its pretty nice and it charge at affordable price.. i'll try to order 2 more korean or jap clothes next month. As i'm really shortage of money..

pray hard that i can further my studies next yr at H.N ITE on January Intake 2009..
now i'm lack of some qualifications.. thats why i really cant find any suitable admin line for the whole of this year, really pray hard that God will be able to help me to further my studies at any ITE next yr (hope to get in with my related course plus any ITE college next yr)..

GREAT NEWS!!!

My godbro had returned from Myanmar last night at 1am... that was shave!! haha.. really thanks that he had return back to Singapore safetly..

ok thats all i'm gonna say.. will blog again.. =)

2008-06-18T21:59:00.009+08:00

hello, i'm bored nw.. haha.. previously i took group photos with my cute colleagues!!! haha.. cos some of my working colleagues had ald resigned..

but my friend n i decided to go back n work at killiney again!! hw interesting it is.. cos tat time we thought of finding an admin job.. but too bad.. we cant find any.. so we decided to go back our 2nd home and strive on till december... i guessed.. if nt..

i will continue further my studies next yr.. if i can get in to hn.. =) all da best.. will blog again when i'm free... see u =))

(FROM THE LEFT IS ME, CY N IRENE!!) HAPPY 2008!!

(GROUP PHOTOS WITH MY COLLEAGUES ON MAY 2008!!)

(HAHA LIKE A FAMILY PORTRAIT OF KILLINEY CAFE RT?? )

(From the left is Win, Doris, Irene, CY, Me, LY and YZ)

(Another guy jus joined in again for the group photo is Alex!!)

haha, its very fun to have all of them back to killiney eh? but few of them had ald resigned.. miss them so much.. =( nvm, i still can contact with them again.. haha... take care guys!! =)

2008-06-14T17:56:00.009+08:00

03. Once In A Lifetime

Everyday I Pray to help me through the day
to make myself stronger...and I Pray

Gu oren kumduri jogumsshig dagawa nunaphe pyolchyojinun jigum
nan nunul gamgoso gasum soguro jonhe onun nugungaye gidol dudgo isso
sumanhun byoldulgwa yagsoghetdon modun kumdurul onjengan irwojindago mido
tamgwa i nunmulgwa sojunghan saramman itdamyon urin muoshidun he nelsu isso

Once in a lifetime fly to the star byolduri noui kumul jikhyo julkoya
once in your lifetime uri gu nal wihe
yongwonhi hamke manduro goya hal love for your dreams

Sulphugodo himdun naldurul da jinadorog he ok
open your eyes to the sky

then you can find the way for then better days
ije uri sesangul modu gathi da hamke hal su ikge

Himdulmyon shwiogado ok yo jamkan take a second gu oren kum
sumanhun star I know that you can take it hamkeramyon
jom do nal goya ni kumdurun passion it's all yours there's no question

Sumanhun aphumul gyondyonetdon modun kumdurun onjengan doraondago mido
tamgwa i yoljonggwa sojunghan saramman itdamyon urin muoshidun doelgoya

Once in a lifetime fly to the star byolduri noui kumul jikhyo julkoya
once in your lifetime uri gu nal wihe
yongwonhi hamke manduro goya hal love for your dreams

Teron salme jichyo uljiman (no baby no more cry)
noui himi doejulge (I'll pray for you and me tonight)
norul dalmun byorul bol su itdamyon naui sarangdo marhalgoya

Once in a lifetime fly to the star byolduri noui kumul jikhyo julkoya (jikhyo julkoya)
once in your lifetime uri gu nal wihe
yongwonhi hamke manduro gal everything for your dreams

Once in a lifetime fly to the star (fly to the star)
yongwonhi noui kumul gioghalgoya (gioghalgoya)
once in your lifetime uri gu nal wihe
yongwonhi hamke manduro goya hal love for your dreams

SHINHWA (6 Members)

1) Eric Mun (English Rapper/Leader)

2) Lee Min Woo (Vocalist)

3) Kim Dong Wan (Vocalist)

4) Shin Hye Sung (Vocalist)

5) Choong Jae (Jun Jin) (Rapper/Vocalist)

6) Andy Lee (Rapper)

2008-05-27T21:55:00.005+08:00

This morning when i woke up, (the one leaning against another tortoise)

i got a shocked that, my kiwi tortoise was nt moving.. i thought he was sleeping or sth..

the moment i bathe him, he was totally motionless.. n i left him beside the basin for washing plates all that...

for that time, i didnt even dare to touch him or wat, as i'm totally been frightened off, of that poor dead tortoise.. so as well i jus left it there n see wat i can do at night when i'm going out for an interview near my area. Before i leave my house, i msessaged my mum that, my tortoise had passed away few hours ago.. n my mum said, she will handle this things as to bury him when she knock off from work..

on that very moment, i felt a bit upset as i felt so helpless on that... cos maybe i neglected him too much.. probably i'm nt sure whether i've been taking good care for this 6 lil tortoises..

maybe i disturbed them profusely in the past.. haiiz.. now i'm still considering whether to set the other tortoises free, or to continue keeping them by my side...

till night, i reached home around 7 plus.. my mum was ald back home. So my mum jus left it there too.. until my dad called home that, he said to me.. ask ur mum n u go downstairs n give a good burial for the kiwi tortoise....

so ard 9 plus, my mum asked me to follow her downstairs to find a good proper place to bury the tortoise... so however my mum went down first, cos i was taking some tortoise food out to give the kiwi tortoise as a last meal to him, n place beside his burial..

when i went downstairs, i saw my mum digging a proper place for the lil tortoise.. i nearly cried out, but i control it.. if nt the passer by might wondering, whats wrong with me.. so my mum was digging those sand, n placed the kiwi inside, so that he can rest in peace.. n i poured those tortoise food beside him.

When he alive, he kept on sleeping n jus wake up for a few minutes, after that he sleep again.. dunno wats wrong with him last time.. haiz.. maybe he's sick... every year i will go to his burial n pour him a few cups of water n food..

u guys must be wondering, (the tortoise is nt a gold or wat, he jus dead, so let it be la.. no need to give him proper burial or wat so ever.. is jus only a tortoise, no need to offer him food or drink when hes dead... he's nth to u actually, wat a bother.) If u guys think this way, u are wrong, cos i really treat kiwi as my favourite pet... no matter wat he done, he is so obedient as he wont really bite me or sth... n i really treat this tortoise as my beloved friend.. no matter wat.. i will nt forget him.

2008-05-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

back to blogging!!
went to yun's sister house early in the morning.. arrived at 11 plus..
jus stayed at her house to do nth.. but she asked me to solved her internet connection.. =X

but halfway through... i jus try my best to sloved for her as i solved some of my internet connection at home too.. but her computer seems to have diff connection as me.. so i really cant do that much, as i was trying to plugged in the connection wire n checked the faulty disruption area..

but its still the same... so her sis walked in n asked me this..

elder sis : ehh, so long nv see u ald.. how come out of sudden, u appear at my house? haha
i thought u ald m.i.a .. haha.. n so long nv hear from u chatting with yun on the phone.. haha

me : ohh, haha.. i wont lost contact with yun .. is jus that, i'm busying doing my own stuff n my work.. so hardly can talk to her on the phone...

elder sis : oh ic.. haha, so wat time are u going back home?

me: abt 5 like that...

elder sis : oh ic =) enjoy chatting with ur 'gf' arhh.. haha

haha, those who are actually reading or viewing my blog, dun get the wrong impression on me, i'm nt a lesbian or whatever... is jus that, yun n i are really close as godsister like that.. =) ok?? haha

around 1.30, yun n i went to buy bubble tea.. thats our favourite drink.. haha..
after we bought 4 bubble tea, we went back =) i was sweating all the way.. n the weather its so hot like a summer. While we reached home, her maid very polite.. as we treated everybody like friends.. no favouritism or sth like that... n she asked me, whether i wan any instant noodles, so that she can prepare for us.

so yun ate mee goreng, while i ate kimchi ramen plus the small red cut chilli... damn spicy.. haha. And the maid ate the same as me, but hers is non-spicy noodles.. she added in lots of small red cut chilli.. n u know sth?? she completed the whole bowl.. wow!! I really put off my hat on her.. haha

anyway its really fun going to my godsis house .. haha... so i stay at her house until 5, jus nice her sis plan to go to IMM near my place, she asked me whether wan to go together with her n yun plus her maid, i jus said anything =), overall its a nice happy day. haha

2008-05-16T20:09:00.002+08:00

wat a rushing day for me today.. haha

this morning went to a interview near my place there at 10.30 am. its was a bit haunted while reaching for the interview...

after finished for the interview... i had to rushed down for my current work at 12.. but i've text a message to inform my manager early in the morning that i wud be a lil late as i gt sth on like tat... so i reached to raffles place at 12.20.. continue working till 3...

haha, after 3, having lunch with my best colleague..after having lunch at raffles, my two working colleagues n i rushed down to plaza singapaura to catch a movie.. although we arrived there 5 mins later, but jus nice, the movie was showing an advertisement..

cant rmb wat movie we're watching... but i only know the actor, owen wilson.. it was a bit comedy at the beginning... shd be like that.. =X cos halfway through i slept inside the theatre, so i nv complete the whole show... missed the very first part of the show...

after finished watching the show, i had to rushed home as my mum text me an sms that, the property agent wud be bringing the viewers to my house at 8.. jus in time.. i went back to je n bought sweetalk for my mother n for myself. I bought ice honeydew sago n my mum jus like cool drink.. she liked water chestnut drink.. so i bought for her as well.. haha but nv buy for my father share.. as he doesnt like all this sweet stuff...

reached home at 7.30... rushing like hell.. eating quickly so that i dun have to embarrass myself in front of other viewers while having dinner.., so no choice.. have to make it fast..

2008-05-11T01:36:00.003+08:00

finally updated shinhwa songs...
nowadays i've been addicted to their songs... dunno why also... haha..
their songs damn powerful n nice.. especially when
eric from shinhwa ... rap the songs.. is so nice... ;D
like his voice n the way he rap.

but anyway, i still prefer ayumi, snsd n shinhwa...
these 3 are my favourites singers (2 group band singers)..

k.. gtg.. enjoy listening to SHINHWA SONGS!! Nitez~

2008-05-05T19:47:00.004+08:00

yo!! back to blogging.. nowadays it seems like nth to say abt my own personal things.. haha =X

yup, today after work, went to cck fish shop with my two colleagues, (but now they're my best buddy!!) to buy another 2 lil tortoises. all thanks to my father for being so superstitious.. altogether i got 6 tortoises.. tats many!! haaha.. went all the way to cck...

halfway through while i was walking with them along the small path towards the condominium... this is wat they said while i was taking a stroll walk along the small path.. haha, ridiculous rt?? haha

doris = hey win, why nt you race with me along this small path?? see who run faster?? wan or nt??
win = nahh.. i'm too bored n tired to race with u ...
doris = jus once lah.. nt everytime mah..
win= ok lah..

off they go!! they ran until so fast.. until... i was walking to catch them up.. but they're walking so fast.. ahha.. until one of the cck void deck.. i took a rest over there.. cos they're walking damn fast.. n do u know sth??

both of them are walking so fast so that i wont beat them up... as in... disturbing both of them.. haha.. so after that, they walked back to find me.. haha.. cos i was damn lazy to walked further down to look for them!! =P as in they're hiding one of the hdb block.. so that, i cant find both of them.. haha...

after they walked back n look for me... here we go.. n hunt for the fish shop where they sell totoises. after walking a short distance, doris was asking both of us.. whther we need to buy a bottle of drink to cool ourselves down?? cos the weather is so hot.. like summer day.. n we all was like perspiring all over.. haha..

buying all those bottle drink at one of the provision shop, finally we walked towards the fish shop.. n i choosed two of the small lil tortoises.. haha.. bought one medium container, huge tortoise food (last for 6 months, i think.. ) here is the photo contains 6 tortoises tgt.. haha like a family portrait... =)) haiiz... i cant upload the photo.. got problem uploading it.. sorry abt it.. haha.. its all abt today.. bye bye!!

2008-04-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

hi.. sorry for the late blogging.. i was damn lazy as i gt nth to update n tell abt myself
haha.. actually i enjoyed myself with my two great buddies.. thx to doris & win for ur accompanied =)))

we went to catch a movie at dhoby ghaut, its sth like hareul n kumar.. ever heard of?
before the movie start, we actually, poked one another hahaha... kinda childish right? haha
but dun mistaken, actually its firndship that counts.. i dun care what others say to my buddy.. we're good n close friends thats all haha ha

hmm... thATS ALL nth to say .. sorry

2008-03-27T21:56:00.003+08:00

hi everyone, lately i lazy to update my blog n i apologised for my laziness.
yepp, this few days kinda busy working.. n i make new colleagues there.. they're kinda friendly n cheerful =)

yepp.. so lately jus do the same old usual stuff.. and jus dislike arrogant ppl who gives order... hmm... jus ignore tat guy!! yuk!! kinda snobbish attitude towards my friends also.. nvm.. i jus take it easy.. =) haha

ok.. thats wat i'm gg to say... i think i will blog agn if i'm less busy... yepp..
see ya !! =)

2007-12-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

hmm, gt an unknown fellow keep on spaming my blog!!
u say me 'humji'? hahax!! at least i'd ald told him few months ago.
hah!! thanks for showing tat annoying middle finger!!

i appreciate that, n to me, u always gt terrible mood swing, scolding valguarities n its none of my business!! so wat?? haiiz.. ppl likes to vent his anger onto someone.. cant be blamed..
u wan to spam, go ahead.. i jus treat it as u are no longer exist in my blog..
ooo, n pls.. stop spaming yun's blog too. we're no longer friends anymore..

hah!! i'm childish?? so?? this is wat i am!!. Fact is fact, when a person born out to be in this way, nobody can change the fact.. so do you.

Talk 'cock' eh?! Hah! Nobody wants to talk 'cock' with u. Pls i know la, u wan to talk that dirty thing out of ur mind right?? ask ur stead or whoever shit to talk 'cock' with u, isn't better?? hahhha..

2007-12-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

haiiz.. finally sch close le.. waiting n finding for job..
i hope i can find a suitable job asap.. haiiz..
really really hate tat person to core!!
treating me n my friend as a rubbish garbage!!

awhile he said, (did u treat me as godbro??) awhile he said, (pls forget me, cos we'll nt be meeting up so often)
jus because of that he is treating us like a rubbish garbage!!
no point hating him, he's always like this! I'm getting sick n tired of having this type of childidh godbro!! haha ..

*Note* One day if you really regret, pls stop asking me or my friend to become your whatever shit!! We'll nt be tricked by u again!!

::.::. END OF SESSION 1 .::.::

i'm feeling bored at home.. calling n finding job is nt tat simple.. haiiz..
now i missed all my friends n my gan family..
when shd i be able to meet up with them again?

and nw i began to worried abt my granny.. i really hope my mum will
go to work on this coming monday. If nt, i cant visit her.. haiiz.. due to some personal
probs. I guessed some of my friends n my gan family kw wat i mean by saying tat.

i really missed someone nw.. but nvm.. concentrate everything rite nw first..
haiiz.. i really wan to tell my probs to someone whom i close to nw..
nvm la.. wait till tat person free, den i'll tell xxx .. hehe =)

ok lah, i'll stop until here.. sry for nt updating my blog..
rite nw i'm getting lazier n lazier.. haha =)

::.::. END OF SESSION 2 .::.::

2007-11-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

haiiz

few more wks.. i can bid farewell to my classmates.. so sian
i gt nth to update.. see ya.. oh ya.. few more days to go
to my birthday.. so boring.. haiiz..

2007-10-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

hello, bck to blog again!
nowadays i'm a bit insane.. cos this two weeks i keep on
disturbing my godbro.. n he himself also cant tolerate my nonsense.. haha

but then, i was too boring.. n out of sudden, the second shocking is.. sxxx n jl!! they keep on attacking me from my bck, while i didn't notice.. arghh!!
haiiz, u cn say i'm mad or whatever during this two weeks..
and its already gg to close sch soon.. dunno still gt channce to meet up again...

hw i wish i can meet them up after end of this yr.. hopefully bah..
sry for disturbing u guys for this two weeks.. anyway.. hope to c u guys soon after end of yr =)
sad sad

2007-10-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

6 more days to go.. feel so sad, i've to bid farewell to my holidays.
still finding job.. but i dunno what shd i do rite nw..

MY WISH..
hope it will come true, when sch starts. I really wan to work during sch days..
so that i can keep my savings n half of it, i'll give it to my parents.

GOD PLS GRANT MY WISH.. I REALLY HOPE THAT I CAN FIND A SUITABLE N A PERMANENT JOB DURING SCH DAYS..

haiiz, nw i really miss my lil tortoise.. one of them is sleeping soundly rite nw..
my friends n i was saying, i'm mad for finding jobs!! =X
its true, cos past few weeks, i'm so lazy to find a pt job for myself.. but nw.. i dunno y.. i really wan to hv a suitable job for myself.. so that i can earn more money to pay off my bills n some personal things.

hope my wish will come true.. n everything will goes on smoothly =)

2007-09-30T13:57:00.000+08:00

hii, bck to post =)

i really cant tolerate xiaoyun's mother, either she call my house or my hp
to ask me.. whether she wants to choose her family or her std..
i'm getting annoyed by her mother, every now n then she'll use her same old method
to force her way in n asked me to stop yun from going out with me n her friends during her holiday.. haiiz..

y cant she go out n socialize with a grp of friends?? jus bcos her mother lost trust on us?? Or jus bcos of her std?? What has she done wrong?? Her parents cant control her too much, n she's ald grown up ald, cant she redeem her freedom as well??

SORRY. IF I SAID ANY OFFENSIVE WORDS TO U.. HOPE U DONT MIND AT ALL. =X

haiiz, jus hope that her parents will be more broad minded n nt to the extend of using those traditional way to tie her down..

2007-09-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

wat should i do? Now my mind was thinking of him!!
even my gan mei told me that i'm vy devoted to him..
even though he didn't admire me..

IS THIS CALLED ONE-SIDED LOVE??!!
i keep on asking myself, nt to <3 him
but i still cant stop myself to think abt him each n every day
hmm, i jus misses his smile whenever he smiled at me..
i did sounded him out last term, but it seems nothing at all..
i think he jus treat me as normal friend or godsis.. that's all

i'm so envy of my eld godsis!! She's attached..
but i'll wish her (HAPPY ENDING)..
n last long forever. =) nw is the time for me to relax,
cos its ald sch holiday!!
but i still cant even find one single job..
nvm, i'll try my best to search.

still left 2 more wks to go, while sch starts.
oh no, i must be mad.. i'm still thinking of him...
nvm, slowly time will heals my wound..
haiiz.. =(

i'll be posting again, when i'm free.
GOODNIGHT!!

2007-08-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

this two days, i'm so happy
cos its my turn to disturb him, muahahaha =XX
but den, ended up.. he disturbed me back..
anyway, nice to hv him as XXX

he ah, sometimes can make me happy n laugh all the time
today is my happiest day again, when i was carrying his bag n jl bag..
i said to him tat, bag for sale 1 dollar, he said.. 1 dollar bag, nobody wants to buy it.
So i add on, bag for sale 1000 dollars. And i purposely asked him for money, give me 1000
dollars to get ur bag back, n u know wat?? he beat my hand so hard, but then i beat him back vy hard at his back, he said, so shiok, but u gt no strength, cos i nv take my lunch. haha =X

he tot that i'm gg to chase after him n beat him.. but i nv, so i jus followed him closely n talked
to him rgd something.. but the way he talked, is like vy funny.. n always make ppl laugh.
ok, i stop until here =)) blog again nxt time

2007-08-25T12:36:00.000+08:00

really miss those days tat u smiled at me =))

last week is the most happiest day, cos that day u really

made my day!!! hmm, but i wont forget the day u kip on disturbing me

n crack lots of jokes.

but nw, i doubt u wont even smiled at me.

That's my wishful thinking of my part.

haiiz, nvm.. its ald over le =))

but i'll always rmb it inside my heart..

2007-07-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

迷路兵-(泪)

深夜里, 无法习惯没有你;

不愿意再走下去。

这距离, 痛得我不能呼吸;

难忘记你的失去。

多少眼泪都无所谓，我闭上眼睛不能入睡;

只希望你给我一些安慰。

这些眼泪我无所谓，真心的对待最珍贵。

我回头想起爱情的甜美,

永远不后悔。

牵领我进入睡梦追随，

重温过去，我们俩梦中相依偎。

虽是梦幻，愿沉醉

迷路兵-(适应)

没想过爱竟会下落不明寂寞都

不忍心故事的结局走不出背影

我只能静静地风吹醒

那些曾经转过身

我用眼泪聆听心

该怎么学会去

适应那些没你的安静我

也想小心地收起所

有回忆却总是忍不

住不断的翻起没想过爱竟会下落不明寂寞都

不忍心故事的结局走不出背影我只能 (我只能)

静静地风吹醒那些曾经 (那些曾经)

转过身

我用眼泪聆听心

该怎么学会去

适应那些没你的安静我

也想小心地收起所

有回忆你却一直住在心里

是谁都无法代替Ho-Oh~ Woo-Oh Da-Da-Da-Da-Da Da-Da Woo-Oh-Ho~我的心

该怎么学会去

适应那些没你的安静我

也想小心地收起所

有回忆却总是忍不

住不断的翻起 Ho-Woo

爱开始了该怎么去喊停 Mmm~

迷路兵-( 我为什么还爱你 )

一天过一天明天再见

这是你每次说的一直都没有改变

你的无奈我知道你的心已不在

放开这是最好的决定

你的爱已不在我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你

不是我不放弃

是什么原因你狠心把我丢在这里

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你

不是我不放弃

是什么原因你狠心丢我在这里

一天过一天明天再见

这是你每次说的一直都没有改变

你的无奈我知道你的心已不在

放开这是最好的决定

你的爱已不在我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你

不是我不放弃

是什么原因你狠心把我丢在这里

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你

不是我不放弃

是什么原因你狠心丢我在这里

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你 (想着你)

不是我不放弃

是什么原因你狠心把我丢在这里

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你

不是我不放弃

是什么原因你狠心丢我在这里

2007-07-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

KINSHIP THEME SONGS (AH DU)

回忆从前

感觉好远

逃离终点

还是那天

我沉默不语你就像过去

叫人不敢卷恋

转眼我头也不回

没说再见

太阳在天边汗水流成线

早已忘了眼泪

那些以为的未来

能不能实现

选择逃避谁错谁对

是否还是那么绝对

谁又能为我解开

心中迷惑

给我真情的拥抱

但别问我好不好

我们早习惯沉默

相依靠到老

给我真情的围绕

我知道我忘不掉

就算再逃也要追到

天荒地老

SWITCHED THEME SONGS (FANN WONG)

你羡慕她的美貌

像鱼羡慕鸟飞得够高

鸟却永远不了解海的奇妙

你羡慕她的情调

像沙羡慕石的牢靠

石却享受不了风自由的怀抱

牛奶替代不了面包

就想哭替代不了笑

其实是虚荣戒不掉

才会忽略每个人不同的好

完美是一个目标

有谁能够全部做到

可知道谁都有自己

不一样的心事烦恼

这世界谁来决定

谁比谁好谁更荣耀

说到底自信最重要

只有自己才能让

自己微笑

2007-07-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy today.. this is my 2nd visit
to Qian Yu Fish Farm with my sch mates..
while reaching there, my friends n i was talking a lot
of things while we're boarded onto e bus..

we reached there within a few minutes.. haha.. that was fast
there's a in charge who was telling us abt the fish farm.
So went to explored around by ourselves...
Some of them was interested in buying a fighting fish, tortoise. lil crabs...

after finished exploring the fish farm, we went for refreshment..
jus satting there n enjoyed eating sandwiches n a bottle of mineral water..
after awhile, i saw one of them bought a tortoise n i feel like buying one too. haha

so i jus asked my friend to acc me buy the tortoise.. haha, it cost 3 bucks for 1 tortoise.. it was so cute, n i brought my lil tortoise home.. cos i so long nv rare a tortoise ald.. hehe.. when everybody is gg to dismissed, the pple in charge gave us a free goldfish n a small tank.. but i dunno hw to rare a fish, so i decided to gave to my godbro.. haha.. my friend vy funny, she bought a hairy crab.. that was cute.. n we boarded bus home.. ok lah.. that's all ald =>

2007-07-19T12:06:00.000+08:00

hiie, i'm back for posting..
rite nw i'm at a315... jus dunno wat to post for my blog...
even if i know, i still dunno wat to write down inside my blog..
hmm...

i'm thinking wat to write at my blog... pardon me for
writing too many times of this words.. (blog)
today lesson was so bored, in really cant understand wat is that teacher
was trying to explained.... but then i'm nt too sure rgd the milling theory...
and it was pouring so heavily today..

for e past few days, i was daydreaming abt someone...
i kw its a fake hope for me.. but i jus kept on daydreaming..
jus feeling damn bored n i need someone who is free on nxt fri
to acc me to watch Harry Potter and the order of the pheonix..

i'm so weird for the past few days n now... i've been thinking of someone..
jus hope that i can stop my daydreaming.... its really damn infuriating...
ok.. i think that's all i'm gg to say.. n i vy lazy to update new posting... haha

2007-07-14T12:33:00.000+08:00

Thursday 12 July

haiiz.. no need to say abt my gpa... and i don wish to talk abt it either..
finally, i get my timetable.. it was totally messed up.. i don't really fancy practical class.. it was like.. OMG.. the practical class falls on every mon-wed..
but i'm worried that, i can't able to cope up what i've learn during practical lesson.. cos it was really tough den last term.. i nid to crack my head and start planning and doing those practical...

during lunch break, i meet xiao yun n gek yun for lunch..
but i was terribly bored.. and i nid someone to help me in my practical..
i always thought of asking my godbro to help me for e practical lesson..
and i don't think its a good idea.. since last term till now..
i've been asking his help n relying on him too much ald..
nvm.. if he can't help me.. den i try to help myself instead.. =>

Friday 13 July

i feel bored in school.. somehow, my mind was in some where else..
i nv concentrate what teacher is talking..
around 11.30am.. we were dismissed.. hmm.. s
o coincidence.. yun was walking down by e other stairs.. n i saw her
den we ate lunch together. with gek yun n jl. after awhile, melu came to the canteen n find me..
so i jus talked to her.. around 4 plus 5 jl n i was waiting for yun at e west mall entrance.. and she was panting all e way... but nvm.. i walked around with her, since i feel bored.. hmm... after taking a stroll walk at west mall, we went home around 5 plus..

Saturday 14 July

jus woke up around 9.50.. and xiao yun called my house.. she reminded
me to watched campus superstar... cos i missed the monday show.. so i've to watched e repeated show jus nw.. around 10am.. their singing was vy terrific..
so i talked to yun for awhile.. and asking some sch things...
but she's abit tired.. hehexx.. ok that's all.. stopping here for today..
dunno wat to continue ald...

2007-07-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

tmr sch starts ald.. feeling a bit bored and i don kw what to do..
i jus viewing some websites n started to
learn some basic Korean languages..

somehow, my Korean pen-pal had taught me hw to write
my name into Korean. (앨리사 ) ------> that's my name in Korean..
but i'm still viewing through some websites to gain some knowledge
abt Korean..

maybe around end of this yr, i'm going to take up some Korean course
to learn some languages.. hmm.. that's all.. i try to post smt new again..
bye (안녕)

2007-07-07T17:46:00.000+08:00

hi.. i'm back ald.
past few days, i was so lazy to post some new things at my own blog.
but now.. i still thinking wat to write on my blog.

jus wondering. where to find a suitable job during weekends, while sch starts...
i prayed hard, nth will happen during 1st day of new semester.. n i dun wan to have some conflicts with my classmates... jus hoping that.. all these things won't happen to me..

who should i confide my problems with?? And i really can't solve everything by myself.. even my family also can't do anything abt it..

haiiz.. nowadays... i'm having a bad stomache. Dunno wat's wrong with me either... hope that everything will goes on smoothly.. here comes again.... arrghh... sickening...

gtg ald.. bye... be posting again.. =X

2007-07-02T18:40:00.000+08:00

hello guys.. sry for e late posting...

Today is my 2nd day of work..
and i almost fall asleep.. cos e job was damn boring...
it was like checking all e electronics stuff n using hand file to make it smooth..

last fri, i tot it was a office job, like checking the stock whether its all in order..
but it seems like electronics job.. yun n i was gg to fall asleep..
cos bo bian.. need to earn some pocket money..

before lunch time... i was heading towards the toilet with yun..
but i nearly walked to e wrong toilet.. cos i felt so sleepy.. n i was too hurry to rush off quickly.. luckily.. yun stopped me.. if nt.. i went to the wrong toilet -.=

nvm.. this is the time for me to experience, hw tough is working life..
but i will try to strive harder in order to pay my phone bills... ok lahh.. thats all le..

2007-06-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

exams is drawing nearer n nearer
but den i still dunno hw to memorise my milling code
its a bit tough

i'm really getting sick n tired nw
n much problem is heading towards me
jus hope that it won't affect my studies

but den, i really wan to kw the ans
y u kept on avoiding me n my friends??
hmm, i think that, u are suitable that type of gangster group
only kw hw to beat me n someone without any valid reason.

don u kw that u are too much? using force n hitting someone.
Will it satisfied u? I shd say it in this way.
Some guys are brat and idoit. But that doesn't mean that whole guys in
this whole wide world had been offended u!

Maybe i shd get it rite from the start.. it seems that u'd been changing
from the beginning last yr. So pls don dragged all those innocent pple down by ur side.
And it is nt worth it. I dunno what u are thinking rite nw..

Perhaps seeking revenge to solve everything. But one word from my advice,
pls don try seeking revenge, and its nt a correct way to solve a problem like that.
y nt, u can tell us directly face to face, if u felt that u are unhappy with us.
I really hope that u can repented ur old ways of doing things.

2007-05-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

hello... sry for the past few days.. n i was so busy n lots of problems was in my mind... hmm... what shd i do? Nw is my kor n one of my friend had some conflict... but then i try to persuade both of them in a positive ways... but its nt settled...

i really hope that.. i can still rmb the past.. how they communicate within each other, n discussing their work too... but nw.. i don kw hw to help them... haiiz.. its really so complicated until i don kw who shd i help... but i dun wish to be involve too...

i really have no choice n i think i need to help one of them... cos last time is my kor always keep on helping me.... but nw.. its really hard to make up my mind.. n who to side... but then.. both of them gt different type of story... so i choose to side the one who is really innocent...

hmm.. let's drop this topic.. my exams are coming nearer n nearer... i've no confidence to pass this module.. cos i'm poor in calculations n memorize the programming... nvm.. i will try my best to do it.. whatever i can

i jus wish that my godbro n my friend will did well in their examinations.. really hope that they can stop their arguement n being acting like a stranger within each other... anyway.. i hope that miracle will comes to stop this..

2007-05-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

Lost Without You

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes (dishonestly)
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you

I'm lost without you

2007-05-09T15:23:00.000+08:00

hello guys,
right nw i'm at sch blogging.. cos i'm so damn boring nw....
n my mind was thinking of somebody... haha...

but then my friend was sitting behind me.. n they are surfing their net.. n as well as doing their project... but today i'm writing a good luck exam letter to my kor kor... n right nw he's jus siitting next to me.. n doing his own stuff i've ald completed my project...... n really miss my friends a lot!!!! How i wish i can be a baby. No confusion at all.... but i'm going to become insane.. cos of my classmates.. haha..... today i'm so sleepy.. but i'm jus here to do nothing.... haha.... i viewed tat girls' friendster... the same thing she still put as (SHE LOVE JL FOREVER!!!! but really really glad to know tat friendship n family is more important than anything...

hmm.... wat am i going to do tmr??? I dun really know hw to do my practical... n my kor kor is like very strict when he was teaching me the practical.... but it's alright.... n nowadays, i seem to be getting more lazier n lazier... cos i always slow in my studies as well as calling my kor kor....

anyway.. i think i will stop for here... maybe i'll be updating a latest post other day!!!!! Bye...

2007-05-08T16:33:00.000+08:00

At least I can ease off my mind nw… everything has ald solved. But den I dunno whether she still angry wif me…. But den I dun intend to end this friendship…. N it makes me feel so upset when I’ve some problems with her…. Haiiz…

Right nw, I’m feeling a bit upset… I guessed my kor kor is going to China for 6 mths… I dunno whether shd I sms him while he go to overseas? And I always treat him as my real kor kor since last yr.. Wat shd I do?? Whenever my friend or my gan jie, when to overseas, I misses them terribly… n they will be going for a month… but my kor is going to China for 6 MTHS!!! How am I going to survive?? Haiiz…. Maybe I really have to tolerate while he went to China…. But before he leave, I’ll ask him to buy some small gift for me… hehe… I’m really bad right =X

But its ok, at least when he returned back to Singapore, I can get one small gift from him.. I really wish to.. cos I dun really know hw siblings treat one another well…. So I willing to treasure whatever it is now… in order to get something from him xD…

This is my wish… n I really hope tat before he leave, everything will be alright n safe when he reaches to China.. really really hope he will be fine …. But den I wish my kor kor have a safety trip along the way to China…. I think most probably, he might be leaving around Jully… he will be coming back around December.. but I dunno when he will be back… really miss him.. haiiz.. sob sob… ok lo.. I think tats all I wan to say.. BON VOYAGE TO MY KOR KOR!!!

2007-05-06T10:20:00.000+08:00

hii, here to blog agaiin... how i wish i can forget all the unhappy problems in my mind.... but i can't.... haiiz... nvm... if anything i'm nt too sure... i can simply ask my close friend or my kor to help.

I really can't tolerate tat day u ignored me. But where did i go wrong? U shd have at least telling me directly, and nt to ur stead or ur malay friend... whispering here n there... but when i came to ask u, u claimed to me tat, there's nth...

But nw i've ald considered tat, i dun wan to follow u from now.. cos u are treating me like a toy. And stop showing ur tantrum to other pple as well. Even dey also will make a grave mistake, so wat's the point of scolding them? Now i began to see ur true colours... u ar tat type, haiiz.. i dunno hw to put in...jus hope tat u can stop showing ur bossy look...even though some pple might fall into ur trap... so smart of my kor nv fall onto ur trap.. by adding some words into it.. to make him know tat, i'm the one who is making up e story... i think i can't get along with u, cos u ar tat type.. i dunno how to put in.... haiiz....but den i hope u can really change ur attitude... n stop showing ur moody face to other pple... so wat if u ar angry? Doesn't mean tat u can vent ur temper to other pple...

i know tat u still hv a lot of supporters around u. But den, it doesn't concern whether to win or lose... but i think this problem is really too problematic n cannot be solved. Its ok... i dun wish to seek your forgiveness or wat... jus hope tat u can take care of urself... for me, i'll be going with my jie n kor.... so maybe until nw, u will be thinking tat, i'm the one who started it first....

watever it is, i jus hope u can change ur attitude, even though u might be thinking tat i'm still the backstabber to u. But now i've realized tat, if i still follow u lyk the past, probably i might be talking behind ur back when u ar nt around.... but nw, i've ald considered tat, i followed my kor or jie to change my attitude.... cos i dun really wan to gossiped behind pple's back...

i think it is fair for u n me, rather den sticking each other lyk the past, n cause too many misunderstanding within each other... so might as well, walk seperately with ur group of friends n my group of friends... if u have any doubts, u can ask ur friends, teacher or ur ex stead to help u. Tat's all i've to say. Jus hope tat u can take care of urself.

2007-05-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

I'm here to blog again... days n days past very fast... n i'm having some problems between my friend n mii... but i dunno where to start... Ytd, i was chatting with kor.. n he sounds so sleepy... but den he asked mii to talked... cos i nv talked at least for 20 mins... haiz... but den i still can sensed tat.. my kor kor still dote on mii.. even though i'm at the wrong.... but however i've ald admit n i told him all my mistakes tat i've done to my friends n him from the beginning since last yr.... n i tot tat my kor will be hating mii more while i told him alot of my mistakes to him... however he forgive n forget what i've ald done in the past.... so he was advising mii this n tat.. n i was listening wat he was trying to said... n he told mii this, No matter wat goes wrong... or how many mistakes you've done, i willing to forgive n forget. Because you're my mei... N i can understand how you feel right now. N i dun wish to hate u, because of this mistakes u have done it. But i nv forget wat he had told mii last nite over the phone... cos maybe i can't communicate well with my friends or my attitude which makes them hate mii even more... haiiz... in sec sch days, my gan jie knows my character n attitude... n she says i've changed alot when i stepped into a new ITE environment last yr, and now my attitude is really damn sucks... but den i need some time to change my attitude... how i wish i can be like the past, always having a cheerful smile n nv used to be gossiping around.... haiiz... i think tat's all i've to post.. take care :)

2007-04-29T13:33:00.000+08:00

sorry guys... nowadays i gt nth to update... n today i dunno wat to type... hmm... tmr nid to go to sch agaiin... but i'm a bit lazy... cos i dun wish to burden my kor le.... everytym he keep on helping me in practical... but den i jus dunno how to do... i'm always gt stuck dere... even though the calculations seems to be easy.. but den when i'm going to start.... i'm totally lost... n i was jus staring at my computer with lots of complicated problems coming out.... n my friend also jus stuck dere.... but within a few minutes, my kor had ald completed his practical.. tat's gr8... when he finished, he always helped me.... but i told him tat, nvm.. i can do it myself... n he says tat, since uu help mii to dl songs.. den i help uu with this practical... hmm.... wat shd i do?? I dun wish to burden him anymore.... n nw i'm felt like i'm so stupid.... every practical things i dunno how to do... but only in theory.... haiiz.... but den in theory... when teacher was explaining all the important things.. i jus wrote down in my exercise book... n my godbro was totally stunned.. he asked mii, did uu copied down the notes tat teacher had jus explained? I jus told him tat, yup.. i did copied everything down when my teacher was explaining... so he said... Good... but den, can uu lend mii ur exercise book? Cos i dun really know what teacher had jus said.. he was extremely fast.... n i jus told him tat, sure.. y nt?? =D.... n nw i realized tat, he was good in practical... but den i was good in taking down all the important theory notes while the teacher was explaining... =D, i think tat's all.... i'll be updating more other day..

2007-04-21T17:21:00.002+08:00

I'll Remember You

It has been so long
since we have talked
i hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cuz what we had
can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
i can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

Chorus:

*I'll remember you
and baby thats forever true
you're the one that i'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
i'll be there for you
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be
forever baby
i'll remember you

I promise you i won't forget
the times we shared
the tears we cried
you'll always be the sun in the sky
it may be fate that brings us back
to meet again someday
even though we go separate ways

You made me believe
that i can do almost anything
you stood right by me
through the tears through everything

repeat chorus*

If the day should come when you need someone
you know that i'll follow
i will be there
don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind
cuz i'll remember you
you

repeat chorus*

forever baby
i'll remember you

2007-04-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

hello, i'm here to blog againn.. =D today is my most most funniest day n a weirdo day... my CNC Turning Teacher keep on cracking jokes.... n he also said.... wa.. uu lyk tat girl ar? always look at them... den my friend was lyk =='' ... but she gt nth to say.. only wann to ham tump tat teacher.... haha.. but w also gt learn some new things in our class.but den our class is lyk... all gone insane.. haha.... somemore one of my another friend is talking to a baby photo... making us laugh.... but its really fun to have this type of classmate... only except for a few of them....hmm.. i dunno wat to post ald... anyway.. i'll be posting againn... tc guys!!! =D

2007-04-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

haiz... dunno why nowadays i'm was so unlucky... n now my mum was scolding mii that how come uu always lunch time nv eat??? n i said i've ald eaten my lunch everyday... but she seems nt to believe mii... n she even jump to the conclusion n malign mii tat i nv eat n always been skipping meals.... ARRGH!!!!! WTH!!!! EVERYTIME IS MY FAULT!!!! i really hope tat one day she can leave this world lah!!!! always see my bleddy mum face.. i want to vomite.... so wat? Her office things is her business lah... why must she use her office things n scolding mii for nth? I'VE BEEN TOLERATING FOR SO MANY YRS!!! BUT SHE KEEP ON CALLING MII STUPID... SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF SCOLDING PPLE STUPID? ISN'T IT UNFAIR? YAH... I'M STUPID.. UU AR RIGHT..... SO? DOESN'T MEAN TAT INTELLIGENT ALSO AREN"T STUPID IS IT? IS TAT WHAT UU AR TRYING TO HINT TO MII? HAIZ.... I'M JUS FEELING DOWN RITE NW... N I'M FEEL WITH LOTS OF HATRED INSIDE MY HEART... BUT I DUNNO HW TO SOLVE DIS PROBLEM... N I REALLY WANN TO STAY AT MY FRIEND HOUSE... SO TAT I CAN STOP HEARING MY MUM NAGGING AT MII N SCOLDING MII EACH DAY. DEN TAT WAS A PEACEFUL DAY FOR MII IF I LEAVE MY STUPID HOUSE.... HAIZ...

2007-04-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

hmm... todae is the weird day... n i supposed tat gt a guy will hate my godbro even more... but den i'm still a bit puzzled.... cos i dunno what's going on between both of them.. n dey nv talk to each other.... hmm.. but nw, i really can't erased my mind since past few days.... something weird has happened to my classmates.. but den i'll keep the name as secret.. i dun wish to sae out... i've been struggling for the past few days.. n my friend xxx plus one of her ex... always like to say things behind pple's back... n if uu ar unhappy towards mii.. pls tell mii directly... cos i dun really like to have this type of friend who keep on sharing secrets behind my back plus xxxx my momvement... n it's very infuriating!!! Haiz... but i jus need to tolerate for 9 more months.. until its over.. so tat i can delete away their number. AND I CAN HAVE MORE FREEDOM FROM TAT DAY ONWARDS.. WITHOUT THOSE SICKENING PPLE FROM PESTERING MII... COS I JUS DISLIKE THEIR ATTITUDE N CHARACTER... SO WAT?? IF UU AR BIG!!! N PLS LAH!! I'M NT UR DOG OK.... AS IF WHEREVER UU GO, IT IS A MUST TO FOLLOW... STUPID!!!! UU THIS STUPID XXX... I'LL NOT GOING TO LET UU XXXXX ALL MY MOVEMENT... EVEN THOUGH I LIKE TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS OR WAT.. IS NTH TO DO WIF UU OK... I JUS HOPE TAT UU CAN VANISHED AWAY FOREVER AFTER THIS YEAR WHEN I COMPLETED MY ITE!!!! IDOITIC XXXX .... REALLY HATE UU AND XXXXXXXXX VERY MUCH!!!!! AT LEAST I STILL GT MY CLOSE FRIEND WHO CAN TACKLE UU N XXXXXXXXX BACK!!! I'm jus tolerating from last two yrs till now.... even though how uu treated mii, i also dun even wann to bothered.... but uu n xxxxxxxxx is ald too overboard!!!! i'm jus wondering, if uu can change ur petty attitude n try to be more open minded... n stop showing ur bloody attitude to others, even though uu ar feeling down!!! even i jus wann to talk to my friends..uu also xxxxxxxx. wat the heck!!! i've regretted for joining this place!!! but anyway, i still prefer my friends n my godbro.... dey'ar e best!!! Dey can understand hw i feel nw.... but dey won't xxxxxx mii like wat uu do. Whenever i said something to this stupid xxxxxxxxx, ur mouth won't zip... always tell my secrets to xxxxx... stupid idoit.... somehow ur last alphabet ic n his is always the same... no wonder uu all ar family.. like to share secrets n like to push all the blame to mii. i dun wish to say this anymore.... but i'm telling the truth.. since last yr till nw.. i nv regard uu as my xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. so dream on!!!! I only regard 'him' as my only close xxxxxx.... uu n him can jus forget abt it.. n i dun wish to pursue this matter anymore.... watever uu say things bad abt mii....i'll ask my xxxxxx to help mii n settle this problem.... BECAUSE UU N HIM AR NT WORTH TO BE MY FRIEND!!!! SINCE LAST YR TILL NOW.. I NV REGARD UU N HIM AS MY FRIEND. SO JUS STOP PROMPING ABT IT... JUS HOPE TAT UU CAN STOP KPO N SPREAD MY PROBLEMS N SECRETS TO HIM!!!! I dun care whether uu lyk it or nt... tat is u nn his problem!!!! Man Sehh!!! ANYWAY.. I STILL PREFER MY GODSIS N MY GODBRO PLUS MY CLOSE FRIEND... IF UU DUNNO... PLS READ MY PROFILE WHICH IS STATED BELOW... WHICH IS MY GODBRO N GODSIS.... BUT MY CLOSE FRIEND... I WILL NT SAY OUT HER NAME... =P!!! So uu n him pls better pissed off after this yr... THANK UU VERY MUCH.. COS I'M SO DETEST WITH UU N HIM RIGHT NW!!!!!

2007-04-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

this is the theme song sung by fann wong.. i think uu guys had ald watched dis show before. (Jing Zhong Ren).. hope uu enjoy this song by scrolling all the way down at the left hand side corner. =D

(路) 演唱: 范文芳

路灯躲进窗台
摇醒我的无奈
这城市只剩下尘埃
纯粹的是期待
却消失得太快
未说出半句对白
没有爱的城市漆黑整片天空的精彩
再多的色彩也调和不出绚丽的未来
寂寞的爱
在狂欢中苍白
躲过相互的依赖
却学不会释怀
谁陪我跳舞
谁又陪我同路
什么是情感天赋
什么是爱的追逐
谁陪我去哭
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2007-04-13T15:30:00.000+08:00

hello... i'm here to blog again... 3 more days.. sch is going to start... but i feel a bit bored... nvm... i'm jus glad tat sch is going start soon.. but i really miss all my friends..i wanted to ask someone to go out wif mii... but i dun think he wants to... cos he always seems to be busy.... nvm.... but i really miss him vy much... but den i dun think he miss me too... its ok... hope he can find jio his ex stead back.... wish him all the best bah!!! Hehe... N i was so happy tat my mum n i went to choosed a matured shoes.. haha!! Finally i gt chance to wear it out le... really really like tat shoes alot... and thx to my mum too :) tat's all i've to post. Tc :)

2007-04-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

so boring todae... so i decided to blog again... 5 more daes to go.. when sch re-open... haiiz... very sian.. dis morning i was half awake... and i'm so sleepy... when i was having a nice dream.... suddenly my hp rang.. n it was a message tone... but i dunno who is the one who send me... no lah... jus joking... but i jus continued to dream what i've dreamt e earlier on.... haha... but too bad... i dunno what is it all abt.... hehe.... 1 gd news... my godbro n i become closer and chat even more... haha... n i wish it'll be continued like this forever.... but i just hope tat.. there's no conflicts between him n i... last week is the most enjoyable day.. but its a secret.... i can't revealed out.. really sry... =P tat's all....

2007-04-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

halo everybody.. sry fer nt updating fer a long tym... and i was quite lazy to update my blog sometimes... hehe.... i've gt nth to do at home... so i jus on9 n edit somethings in friendster... really miss my gan family very much =p haha... really hope tat my godbro will be lyk my previous tym... always very close to hym de... but den, after tat incident, it had changed my godbro lyf... but nw it seems lyk we can't communicate well by having some a small arguement... n i jus wan to hope tat.. my godbro will become lyk last yr...n he will always helped mii sometimes when i dun really know how to do.. i jus wann to prayed hard tat.. he n i will have no more conflict between each others.. will be as normal lyk he n i used to be... haiz...

2007-02-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

feeling boring... n its already few days i nv update my blog.... jus misses sumone... but there's nth i can du.... jus keep myself in silence... hmm.... todae ish the eve of CNY.... kinda bored dae... cos dis yr.... my family doesn't wann to hv a reunion dinner... haiiz... thinking whether should i be drink **** dis yr? N dis is my first tym i'm drinking ****... i'm glad tat my mum nv forbid mii to drink ****... so tat's all i'm going to sae.... Happy CNY to everyone.. :)

2007-02-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

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2007-01-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

dis yr i gt a lot of project nid to catch upp.... hmm.... todae i'm at home with my parents... it was so boring... but nvm... i still nid to search some images fer e project.... sry fer nt updating my blog fer this past few daes.... it was etremely tiring... still left 5 more mth to go.... so tt i can hand up my group project wif xiiao maa yii... :x no offence x: but nw.. i'm helpiin moi friienz n my godbro to dl e songs theyy wann... but ytd, tt teacher was like a machine gun.. talking till so fast... n my classmate was askiin him to slow down.... n jus den. i'm getting confused while he keep on continuing his another explanation of e drawiin... ><>

2007-01-14T17:26:00.000+08:00

i'm so overjoyed tt i'm still e same as my classmates. Recently, our teachers was going to give us some group projects to do. But it's a bit tough... i just hope i can complete my this engineering course till the end of this yr... so tt i can go to higher nitec.. hehe.. cos i think i like this course very much.. but, when i first started to join this engineering course last yr, it's a bit complicated n i need to operate e machine all by myself... :( when time goes by slowly, n i'm very fond of this course.... in order to get my ITE cert. I hope tt i can do well this yr, den i can proceed on with my H.NITEC. Last yr, i got my GPA results was very low... cos last year, some PE n P.I.E lessons i nv go... But this yr, all the module , e.g PTS, PE.. all the important module.... i've to go... without skipping lessons each day. I just wish tt i can pray hard in my studies this yr.... Hope tt i can go to H.NITEC. ... That's all... Bbyezz Buii

2007-01-07T13:49:00.000+08:00

hmm.. tmr sch starts... i dunno wat to do... just hoping tt i'll be the same class as my classmates again.. just afraid to do the computerised machine... :( cos e.g if u nv set properly, the computerised machine may hit against the metal... hmm.. let's drop this topic. Today, i'm so boring at home.. just doing online chatting with my friends. Its so windy today... the wind blows high n low ... just wondering to go my gan jie house again, n do cooking with her... hehe... ok.. tt's all... i gort to go... Bbyezz.. :)

2007-01-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

how i wish i can be the same class as the previous year. hmm.. i dunno whether i'm still in the same class with my classmates this yr.. cus sch its starting soon... feel a kind of saddy mood... haiz.. nowadays.. i'm really really sick n tired to stay at home.. n i can't tolerate my parents... every now n then, dey keep on quarrelling non stop... i myself also dunno wat to do. So let it be. Till my parents keep cool n calm. that's all i gotta sae.

2007-01-02T15:30:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my Gan jie house.... i'm so exhausted... hehe.. past 1 week, i stayed at her house. But i do a lot of cooking with yw . haha... around night time, 8 plus 9... i went to yun house for a while. Cos my godma asked me to go over to her house n accompany yun. After tt, she n i watched the Wei Xiao Pasta Vcd. Really very funny.. cos the first few chapters, it made us laughed. Hehe.. within 2 days, both of us finished watching the part 1 n 2. :) During tt day, we nv get enough sleep during midnights. So yun n i watched till morning. Around 11 plus am, den we fall flat on sofa n slp till the late afternoon.

2006-12-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

hmm... this few daes, i'm extremely boring alone at home... plus my parents go to work every morning... haiz... somehow, xiao yun jie has went to Thailand.... its like ExTrEmEly boring... but nvm... i still gt yuwei jie to keep me accompany... so i won't feel tt bored... tmr.. is X'mas Eve... Woohoo.. :) I'm going to yuwei Jie house n stay for 1 week.. cos her parents went to China this evening... n xiao yun jie n i decided to go yuwei jie house n cook... haha.. that was fun... cos i love to cook at my friend house... hehe :) ok.. tmr i'm going to her house.. so i'll be back home nxt week... bbyezz :)

2006-12-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog... this few daes i was busying doing something.... but i just came back with my mum, with lots of X'mas Wrapping... hmm... jus finished wrapping all those X'mas gifts.. n i'm so tired after wrapping ... but it was so much fun. ;) Next few days.. i'll be staying at my jie's house.. cos her parents is going to China for a couple of weeks... i think i will enjoy myself over her place there... haha... n jies' plus me will be exchanging X'mas gift to each other... but now... i can't tell u what is the surprise inside now... hmm... wait till 25 Dec than i'll exchange present with u jies' k? haha... so that's all for todae... tcare... :)

2006-12-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

this few days.. i went gym with 3 gan jies'... cos i want to keep myself slim... hehe... today.. i went to the nearest swimming pool near xiao yun jie house... its really fun.. hmm... today not so much sunlight... haha... so i won't be tt tanned... still got 2 more weeks to go.... heyhey!!.. I'm going to my gan jie's house to stayed there for 1 week... cos her parent's is going to China... but i need to buy the ingredients... so tt i can cook at my jie house.. hmm.. i mean.. not cooking for myself.. i'm cooking for my jie to eat.. haha.... both of us... take turns to cook... tt was so shiok!!! I'm still afraid of my results.. i hope tt i can score good GPA result this yr... next yr.. i hope i can be in e same class as my friend... haiz... it's all destined... just hope for the best....

2006-12-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

hmm... today i went out with jie again to Tiong Bahru Plaza.. haha.. it was so fun... :p cos i acc xy jie to watch e Korean movie.. Cinderella... in between we was watching... halfway through.. i heard a group of girls' was screaming non-stop.... i think they was screaming for fun.. i just ignored them... hmm... this coming weekdays, i'm going to visit my granny... its almost one week tt i nv see my granny already.. just wondering for a long time.. i hope my granny will be fine. Finally.. i can meet up with my close friend.. hehe.. so long i nv see her already.. :p that's all.. gort to go.. bbyezz.. ZzZzZz... :)

2006-12-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. next movie i'm going to watch with my jie is e 'Death Note - The Last name' is showing on 28 December.. here's the link... http://encorefilms.com/deathnote2.html jus scroll down right below n click on Trailer.. n it will show u the short filiming preview.. n i hope u'll enjoy the next coming movie... hehe.. :p

2006-12-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Vivo City... the Cinderella Korean Movie is not tt horror tt i watched e previous show... hmm... if i wan to choose... i will still choose e 9:56 show again... haha... it was so crowded at Vivo... I nearly lost my way back after watching the show... n my mum keep on showing her moody face... n it was too crowded.. but some pple just keep blocking our way near e escalator.... so infuriating.... urg!!!... hmm... i've no appetite before the show start.. haiz.. i also dunno y... same as my mum.... the theartre was so cosy.. until i keep on sneezing.. .. haha... ok lah... that's all..... :)

2006-12-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

Woohoo... Finally finished watching the 9:56 Korean Movie.. that was nice n interesting... but i was shocked in some of the parts.. cos the sound effects make the audience get so worked up... Next movie I'm going to watch with my mum.. is the Cinderella..( www.encorefilms.com/cinderella ) some disturbing scenes... is a korean horror movie.. in chinese is (bian lian jin huen) it means..(Curse falls upon those who wants to be pretty) u also can watch a short trailers by clicking n viewing it to watch a short preview at e windows media player...hmm... if u wan to know more abt this movie.... jus click the link above.. today the Causeway Point Theatre was so spacious.. but its a bit too near from the screen.. nvm.. hmm.. i still enjoyed the Korean Movie today.. haha.. that's all.. :p

2006-11-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

woaa.. today it rains so heavily ooo.... n i was rushing to meet yun jie n yuwei at Jurong East near e aries shop... n we went to e entertainment n book 3 tickets for the (Happy Feet) show... hmm... around 4.30... before going in, yun jie asked yuwei to buy popcorn n nachos... tt was nice n yummy.. but too bad.. i can't eat tt much.. cos i dun really like to eat a lot of tibits inside e theatre.. so yuwei n yun jie ate the most.. haha... tt show is abt penguin.. it was so cute n yuwei keep on talking at e theatre... so i asked her to (shhhh...) cos it was too noisy... n i can't concentrate what it's showing all abt.. nvm.. but i get used to it already... after watching the show.. we went to the arcade... haha.. n yuwei was dancing the para para paradise... n next is yun jie turn.. she danced also quite well.. hehe.. but around 7.15pm.. we went back home.. :>

2006-11-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm... todae it was damn boring in class... just imagine a few hardworking students who wants to stayed in e classroom for another 1 or 2 hours to revise their work... and i just sitting alone.. when i'm in doubts, i just asked my Metro. Teacher.. cos his explanation is much more better than e other teacher.. who likes to pick on other students.. haiz... so sad tt Gek Yun n Xiao Yun all PS me.... forget it.. i also can't be bothered abt them too much... cos i hate pple PS me.... n around 1 o clock.. i followed Kor, Sean n Jun Liang till the bus stop.... then i go home myself... cos i'm not use to eat with a group of guys.. n i'm e only girl who followed them... haiz.. so sian... today joanne also nv come to sch... :( really bored in e class today... tmr after sch... i go n visit my granny.. cos she just recovered her sickness ytd... I'm so happy!!!.. Nowadays.. My stomach is giving lots of problem.. n i also dunno y... now i'm having a bad stomache.. maybe tmr i'm going to see a doctor... just hope tt nothing goes wrong.. tt's all i wanna say.... :)

2006-11-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad tt God had answered my prayers.. :> My granny had just discharged from the Nuh hospital today... i'm so glad!!! And this afternoon, Joanne accompanied me to e Nuh Hospital n visited my granny. She looks quite healthy n strong today.. i just missed my granny so much.. n i also dunno y... hmm.. after visited my granny, Joanne n i went to Queensway Shopping Centre by taking a cab down.. cos we're not familiar with that place.. hehexx... just came back home.. very tired n sleepy... hahaxx... ok lah.. that's all.. anyway.. i gtg.. take care... tata.. :>

2006-11-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so sian.. everydae always raining...hmm.. nvm... actually i wanted to go out with xiao yun jie... but i'm too lazy to go out during afternoon... cos it's going to be raining cats n dogs.. but i've just change my blogskin.. n i'm feeling very down right now.. cos this coming sunday which is tmr.... my granny need to go for an operation @ NUH hospital n my two aunties' will be bringing my granny to the hospital ... i just hope tt my granny will be fine n healthy after her operation.. wish tt... God will protect my granny by her side n hope tt she will live healthy n strong forever... n i will be happy... i pray hard tt my granny will be fine after her operation.. everything will goes on smoothly. So that i can visit her tmr immediately.. That's all.. just hope that my granny will be fine after her operation.. n nothing will goes wrong... may God protect her. So that's all.. no mood to write after my granny is discharged from the hospital...that's all...